Love In The Prison [BoyxBoy]

The Court Trial

*Warning! Not edited xP*

Saying that I was nervous was a weird and unknown feeling to me, but that is exactly what i was knowing that the trial was taking place in exactly twenty minutes. I was nervous of what would become after everything, but excited because i knew that if everything went well i would be out of this place in two hours. 

I have been waiting for this day since the day i got accused of murder and thrown into prison. I mean, it's not that i wasn't used to being in jail, just not used to be falsely accused for murder and kept against my own will. 

The other times i was in jail, sure i must agree that i deserved it because i was acting like a jerk that time - simply put it, i was bored out of my mind and had to rebel and go against everyone that told me i couldn't do something or simply stating that i wasn't allowed to do something. 

That just made me want to prove them wrong, or simply prove them that i could, and to kill my boredom. I think that i just wanted to be noticed, to prove myself to the world. 

Now that i think about it, i was being a jerk to a lot of people. I wasn't used to being showered with love or being showed any kind of love because for some reason, i thought that i was being mocked and being taken advantage of by people. That when they finally got me to trust them and care, they would turn their back to me or stab me with a sharp poisonus knife when i wasn't looking. 

I really have changed in a way i guess. I chuckled at myself before i suddenly heard a door open and Alex - i mean George walked in before he settled down besides me not saying anything. We sat like that for a few minutes before he broke the silence.

"Excited?" he asked making me send him a raised brown before he chuckled nodding his head. 

"Of course you are, why am i even asking you that."I smiled at him before i sighed leaning back on the cold wall.

"Just...kind of nervous too, i mean what if she suddenly decides that she doesn't want to tell the truth after all because she's too scared, or that they won't believe her and think that she is just covering it up for me?" i said to him making him look at me in silence before he sighed rubbing his eyes. 

"That could be a possibility, but then again, why would she do that? But if we say she did do that, we may have a small backup plan that would help you in case that happened and get you out of here too." he said sending me a small knowing look that made me want to ask him about what he ment by that but he just shook his head making me shut my mouth. 

"Relax...it will go just fine, with my hard work and sneaking around there is no way we won't win this case and get you out of here!" he said and that is when i realized the dark poses under his eyes and the slightly pale skin that made me send him a warm smile when i realized that he really did seem to have worked hard and probably had sleepless nights. 

He patted my shoulder and stood up before he turned around and looked down at me with a sudden sad and longing look that i didn't understand at first before i realized what it ment. 

"Ale-"

"Please just let me say goodbye one last time..." he cut me off before he suddenly leaned in and captured my lips making me widen my eyes in shock and before i got the chance to push him off he let go of me and stared into my eyes with sad eyes before he sighed and turned around walking to the door. 

"I'll see you in five minutes" he said before he disappeared through the door leaving me speechless and alone in the silence. I touched my lips and sighed dropping my hand staring at the floor. 

I wouldn't mind had it been a year ago, but after Austin...kissing or just thinking about being with someone else but him felt so...wrong. I didn't like it at all, the only one i could think of letting touch me in any sort of sexual way was Austin, when i thought about somene else it disgusted me and sent me shivers down my way. The unpleasant ones that left you disturbed.