Love In The Prison [BoyxBoy]

Blood and Passion

It has been a month now, a whole month with just relaxation and love making. It felt so unreal, so...normal. 

But i like it, it made me happy, and i was happy being with him. We had a lot of fun, went out a lot, he got to met the other guys and Rachell was probably the most happy for me, while Sebastian...well, he kind of seemed unhappy, he acted weird ever since i introduced them to Austin. 

I guess i know the reason, but i can't really do anything about it now can i?

I sighed leaning my head on the window closing my eyes breathing in through the nose. Right now, life seemed really good for once. Sometimes it all seemed too good, which made me scared thinking about that maybe it was all a good dream, and soon enough I would wake up to face the reality once again. 

I opened my eyes when i felt two arms sneak around me before i felt his warmth radiate covering me with peace and safety. I smiled and leaned slightly back so i was leaning on him just relaxing. 

"What's wrong?" he whispered into my ear slightly tickling me because of that. I sighed and stoop up straight and turned around with him still holding around me.

"It just feels weird you know...all this." i saw his confused eyes that suddenly were filled with worry before i leaned my forehead on his neck breathing him in which always seemed to somehow relax me.

"I'm afraid of this just being a dream...that i would wake up one day and realize that it wasn't real...that i was just happy in my dream, and that in real life...you aren't with me. That i'm alone again." i whispered to him feeling him tighten his grip around me. 

"Hey now...this isn't a dream, this is reality.We're real, you and I, we're together, happy. And nothing can take that away from us you understand? Nothing and no one, i promise you this. I love you Jag, you and no one else. You're my everything, and we're together through everything you hear me?" he was staring into my eyes with so much passion looking so serious that it made me want to cry and laugh at the same time for some unknown reason. 

"Yeah..." i smiled slightly and kissed his lips slowly as a silent thank you. 

But somehow, i was still restless and had a weird feeling in my chest that something was going to happen. I didn't know what, but the feeling didn't give off a positive vibe, and that's what worried me the most. 

Losing Austin was something i couldn't have. I grew too close to him. Which is both good and bad thing. Let's just hope that nothing bad happens to him by being with me. But then again, i'm like a bad luck magnet, and i'm afraid of what could happen to him by taking the risk of being with me. Maybe i'm being way too paranoid, but then again, i have a lot of life experience regarding things like people attaching themselves to me and ending up hurt in different ways. 

"Come on...let's get something to eat." Austin said before i felt him release me and I looked him turn around towards the door. I turned around and followed after him out the door and down the stairs to the kitchen. 

I was staying at his house, or mansion you could say. I wasn't used to places fancy like this, and even though i have been staying here for a month or so, i still didn't feel comfortable having people clean after me and basically do whatever i asked them to do without a complaint. It just didn't seem quiet...right.

After we ate breakfast, we decided to just relax for the day by taking a walk in the park nearby and just enjoy the day. Austin bought us ice cream before we settled down on one of the swing-sets. 

"This sure brings back all sort of memories" Austin said with a chuckle looking around before he popped the last piece of the ice cream in his mouth munching on it before making a face shuddering from the coldness.