Love In The Prison [BoyxBoy]

Getting out alive

I opened my eyes when i felt a presence in the room. I looked around and spotted Austin standing there staring at me like some creep, but a hot looking creep. Scratch the creep part, a stalker is far better word for him. 

"What are you doing here? Did you want something?" i asked him and he seemed to come back to this world as he blinked before looking at me and sending out a "huh?" at me which made me roll my eyes. 

"What do you want?" i asked him and he licked his lips which made my eyes automatically follow his movements before he cleared his throat and i snapped my gaze up at him and met his eyes that looked amused before he turned serious. 

"I came to talk to you, like, ask you a few questions." he said and i sighed shaking my head. 

"Great, an interview just what i want and need." i said sarastically before sitting up straight and nodding my head at him. I felt eyes on me and when i glanced at the place i saw Alex walk out making me wonder what he was doing here. 

"I was just with my dad...and he told me a few things about you... uhm, about some kind of accident." he said and his words made me alert, especially the word accident, which i despite so much. 

"What do you know about it? Why are you asking me? Who do you even think you are asking and shoving your nose into someone else business!?" i snapped at him before standing up and walking over to the small sink washing my hands and splashing some cold water on my face to wake me up and cool me down. 

I could feel my blood running hot through my body especially my face and hands that were probably turning red from anger. I clenched my hands turning them into fists as i tried to breath in and out evenly to steady my heartbeat and calm myself down. 

"Please Jag, i care for you, and as crazy as it must sound i really mean it. Even for those few hours or days we have known each other i have developed some deep feelings for you. You really mean a lot to me and i want you to know that you are not alone. Even if there comes rough and just devastating times, i want to be there for you. I want you to start trusting people, start with me, trust me. Please..." 

I listened to every single word he said and i felt touched, yes i felt touched. But i couldnn't trust anyone. I just couldn't. Humans, they are all lying, cheating, fake people with nothing but selfishness, ignorance and just... i can't. 

"I'm sorry, but i can't." i whispered closing my eyes and leaning my forehead on the cold brick wall and breath out. It's hard.

After everything i went through so far i have lost all trust in people. I'm grateful for Mr. Dagon for his kindness and all, but i can't trust anyone but myself. No, even I can lie to myself, we all do. It's impossible to trust someone fully without somehow getting betrayed, lied to or hurt. This much i know from self experience. 

"What happened in your life that made you see people as such untrusted creatures?" Austin said and i could feel his breathing down my neck making me realize how close he stood by me. I turned around and stared right into his eyes. 

"Too much happened for someone my age and basically someone at all. I can't after everything." I whispered to him making him wrinkle his nose. 

"Cant or don't want to?" he suddenly said and i looked at him and frowned before pushing him away and walking back to my bed and laying down with my back facing him. I stared at the grey dull brick wall not wanting to hear or talk to anyone right now. 

My life and my past is something i do not want to share with people. And especially for people that try to stick their noses in it. 

"Jag-"