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Its been two days since I took that pregnancy test, and I'm still just as scared as I was then. I'm trying to wrap my head around it myself let alone having to tell Happy. I know I should tell him but I'm afraid of his response, and I thought about talking to Gemma or Jax about it first.
I sit up out of the bed and run to the bathroom vomiting into the toilet. This has happened the last two days and I was tired of it. I feel Happy's hands pull my hair from my face. "Maybe you should go talk to Tara about this." He says as he rubs my back. I turn to face him "Ok I'll go see her at the hospital." I smirk up at him and stand up to brush my teeth, and Happy leaves the room without another word.
After getting dressed I grab my keys and walk out to the parking lot where Happy is standing by my car. "Want me to come with." He asks leaning against my car door. "No I'm fine you should stay here take care of club shit." I say with a smile before he steps away and pats me on the shoulder.
I start me car and pull out of T.M and head to the hospital for my first ultrasound that I had Tara schedule me right after I found out. I decide to ask Gemma for advice so I grab my phone from my purse and call Gemma.
"Hello" Gemma answers
"Hey Gem it's Lana."
"Oh hey sweetheart what's up."
"Um.... Are you alone?"
"Yeah I'm in the office why what's wrong."
"Um... I need your advice... I'm pregnant." There was a pause over the phone
"Jesus Christ Happy's." She asks after a moments silence
"Yeah."
"Does he know."
"No that's what I need your advice on... I'm scared of what his response will me."
"Well the only advice I have for you is to tell him and hope for the best. I'm sorry sweetheart."
"It's ok thanks Gem I gotta go I'll talk to you later." I hang up the phone as I pull up to St. Thomas. I grab my purse before heading into the hospital.
After about five minutes in the waiting room a doctor calls me into her office. "I'm Dr. Shelton I'll be giving you your ultrasound today just have a seat right there." She says pointing to a chair as she pulls on gloves getting equipment together, so I sit on the chair and wait. "So first time?" She asks me applying gel to my stomach. "Yeah." I answer nervously as she presses a device to my stomach.
I gasp "Is that it!"
"Yup" she responds smiling at me printing the picture for me
"Christ it's so small." I say tears swelling in my eyes as I cover my mouth. "Yes it is. According to this your about 6 or 7 weeks along." She tells me handing me the pictures
After I fill out some paperwork I walk out to the car I can't help but smile at the pictures. My scared feelings replaced with ones of joy, and I quickly put the photos in my purse and pull out of St. Thomas, and head for T.M.
Once I arrive at the clubhouse I walk straight to Happy's room where I find him giving Juice a tattoo. "I'm gonna take a shower quick." I say putting my purse on the dresser. "Nothing wrong." He asks not looking up from his work. "Nope nothing." I say walking into the bathroom closing the door behind me. As I wash my body I start to think about ways to tell happy I'm pregnant with his child. But come up with nothing.
As I step out of the shower wrapping a towel around myself I walk out into the room and I'm met by Happy holding the ultrasound pictures up to me. "Your pregnant." He says angrily throwing the pictures down on the bed. I just stand wide eyed and in shock. "I...I didn't want to tell you yet." I say shakily sitting down on the bed. "What the hell Lana!" He yells angrily. "It's not just my fault Happy you knew this could happen." I say sternly staring at him coldly. "Get rid of it." He says sternly glaring at me. I gasp at his words I knew he could be cruel but I never experienced it first hand. "No." I said getting up and getting dressed quickly. "That's not and option." I add
"I'm not going to be this child's father." He says coldly staring at me. My mouth dropped open "Fine." I respond before throwing all my shit in a bag. "What are you doing?" He asks as I walk past him into the bathroom to get my makeup. "If you don't want to be the father then you won't be. I'm leaving." I say grabbing my bag and walk out the door slamming it behind me. I storm out to my car and Tara run up to me. "What happened?" She asks me worriedly.
"Exactly what I expected to happen." I respond shutting my car door and starting the engine.
As I drive I find myself outside of Lylas apartment. I get out of my car and walk up to the door and knock. Lyla answers with wide eyes. "Hey can I stay here for a little while."
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RomansaLana McAllister has been living her life as a sweetbutt in Nevada until her father disappears after betraying the Sons of Anarchy. She continued living her life as it was until an unexpected turn.
