Unexpected Adventure Into Utapri

Sad Day

****credits to the owner of this photo! I don't own this photo but credits to them!****

~ Ann ~

I quickly look away and wipe my cheeks. Abby stood up and stood beside me trying to look happy but we made it look too obvious that the fact there was something wrong and there is....

"Where are you going?....why are you leaving?" Reiji asks sadly as the others stared at us with these looks of confusion and shock

I force a smile.
"You must've misunderstood.....or misheard us.....that is why it is bad to eavesdrop" I say as I looked away and not thinking about meeting any of they're glances
Abby pulls my sweater telling me we should go but I knew she wanted to go because we both felt like crying...

~ Abby ~

I saw the guys staring at us with these looks that me and Ann don't wanna see because we might give in.....and start crying right here

"Something isn't right....I feel it! Don't just walk away!" Syo yells as me and Abby tried to leave the room

Abby turned around and looked at me with her teary eyes.

I look away and slowly turned around.

"We'll see you tomorrow at the studio..." I say quietly not meeting they're eyes

Abby then grabbed my hand and we both left with just that.

"Abby!"

"Ann!"

~ Abby ~

There was this ball that was forming in my throat and what made it worse when I saw Ren.....he looked upset...

As me and Ann entered our dorm room our phones got texts from the guys but we just turned our phone off completely....

We went to bed early and fell asleep almost instantly.....

****The Next Morning****

~ Ann ~

I wake up at 6am with my eyes all puffy and saw Abby already up. She was listening to music....

I turn on my phone and I got 15 unread texts..

There from Camus, Masato, Natsuki, Syo, Reiji and Ren...

We have to record our drama today at 10am until we are finished recording and filming.

~ Abby ~

I didn't bother reading my texts. I just listened to my music and practised my lines. Ann is up and she went to take a shower...

I sigh deeply.

Ren, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I have to leave......I really want to stay and be right by your side but....I can't

My vision went blurry then many tears went down my cheeks as I blinked. My thought of leaving Ren and the others really hurts me because I won't be seeing them ever again. Just only on my stupid iPod or iPhone or laptop....on screen...

~ Ann ~

I don't know what to say or think.....I only see sadness and crying....like why is my life so boring and so saddening? Why can't life just be full of happiness.....but that's impossible....

"I'm going to miss them so....much" I say to myself as I rested my forehead on the wall but couldn't tell if those were tears or water dripping from my face....

~ Abby ~

Ann has been in the shower for a long time but I knew why......she's crying and I understand that she really dislikes me worrying about her and she dislikes showing her weakness