Ambition.

Chapter 1.

"When the days are cold

And the cards all fold and the saints we see are all made of gold

When your dreams all fail and the ones we hail are the worst of all

And the blood's run stale.."

Here it is. My favourite song ever. This song tells me so many things. I almost can see the story of my life inside the lycris.

-Melissa, come over! I got such a great thing to show you. -oh, my little brother, Jay, is calling me. This must be good. I got up and went downstairs. Woah..what the hell? He's so crazy! He was with a spider on his head having fun. Damn, it's in this times that I see how much he looks like my father.

-Oh my god, Jay! What are you doing?! Eww. That's so damn disgusting! Ugh. - I looked for other way so I couldn't see that akward spider in his head.

-Hey, I was joking Mel.. -he laughs really hard. I might have the weirdest brother ever but I'm alright with that. 

I walked back to the living room where, of course, there was my father and his old band playing some songs of them. Yeah, I mean, it was so weird how my parents met. My father had a band when he was a teenager. Apparently they were really famous. After every concert he and his mates of the band had a private party. How cool, hum? Almost every teenage girl wanted to marry them, you know..teenager fangirl things. But somehow my mom who was probably one of their biggest fans just met him someday and..I don't know how she did it but now she's married with him and had two beautiful, amazing kids. A girl and a boy. Me and Jay. You don't know how hard it is to be a daughter of a rock band member. My father band doesn't have the sucess that they had in that time, obviously, and also they don't play in concerts anymore, but..I'm eighteen years old actually. During this eighteen years, I had always some married or single woman saying that I could have been their daughter..Like..HELLO..You have your own kids! Oh! And the ones that start to flirt with my dad? Haha, it's crazy. Everytime I'm with him and that happens, we look at each other like "We start to runaway in 3, 2, 1..GO!". It's so fun! Like, I know that he was your idol for a long time but now he's married with kids! Just put that in your mind. Yah, life goes on.

My father is a completly crazy person. He always was and he will always be. He's always ready to rock out! I actually think when he die, he'll die playing the guitar that he took to his first show. 

My mom is kinda different. She's more shy, and more protective, and a very careful person. Who would say they would end up together? 

Everybody in school knows my father band so, a lot of the "friends" I have are made of interess and I know about it. I might be rebel, outgoing, and that kind of things (just like my father), but I'm also very protective (of myself ) and careful aswell. Just like my mom.

-Hey darling, don't you wanna play with dad? I know how to play that song from Sum 41 that you love! -Yeah..as I said, he's always ready to rock out.

-Motivation? -I ask. 

-It's your favourite one, isn't it? -he smiles and his mates are screaming in the microphone telling me to go to the "stage".

Ugh. I'm kinda tired but..who cares?

-LET'S DO IT! -I scream and jump to the little stage that we have in the living room.

"What's the differece of never knowing at all

When every step I take is always too small

Maybe it's something that I just can't admit

But lately, I feel like I don't give a shit.." -I sing, or scream. I'm not sure what I'm doing, but I'm lovin' it. Now I see why they still play after so many years. This is so damn fun!