It's Complicated

CHAPTER 10: WHAT THE HEART WANTS THE HEART GETS

KANNON IN MEDIA 😍

KANNON POV

FRIDAY MORNING (3 DAYS LATER)

It's Friday morning and It's my last days of suspension, I go back to school Monday, which I'm glad. During my suspension, me Houston and Alex been at my house watching movies everyday and doing our make up work. Me and Marquis have not spoken at all he doesn't return my calls or anything.

Ring ring ring ring ring

I wake up to my phone going crazy, alerts, texts, calls everything. I wipe my eyes and look at my phone screen. It's filled with craziness, so I call back Alex and Houston on 3 way video chat so they can fill me in on what's going on.

"Bitch finallyyyyy" Alex screams into the phone scream

"What's going on why is everyone texting me" I say

"Hoe if you don't get on Twitter and see what's going on with you niggas" Houston says

*i told Alex and Houston about what happened between me and Marquis*

I look on Twitter and see horrible mentions between Marquis and his friends and kamal and his friends, what the fuck.

@marquismiller: @cholodaddy had me jumped this nigga gon get his ass beat

@cholodaddy(kamal): bruh who are you, you ah bitch, i get back in Cali this afternoon I'll fade you and all yo soft ass friends bitch boy

@jamesjones: @cholodaddy @marquismiller y'all cut this Twitter shit out we meetin with nothing but hands at rollover park tonight 8!!! Kamal don't bring no sticks we won't bring no sticks

@cholodaddy: yall whack asf, but ok 😂😂

What the hell is going on this all started because I said yes to some ice cream I'm petrified.

"We out to this fight or nahhh" Alex said

"Wait Alex kamal is your brother why are you so ok with him fighting I don't get it" I said screaming

"Woah ok calm down, with kamal being my brother and all I come to the realization that i can't control him, he's gonna do what he wants to do" Alex said

"I'm not going, I'm not watching that bloodbath go down, I'm gonna get some lunch" I said sadly

"oh come get meeeee" Alex said

"I can't go, Alex we out to the fight or nahh" Houston said ignoring what I said

"Duhhh I wanna see Marquis get beat"
Alex says

We hang up and i go in my bathroom and sit in the shower, the water beats down my skin as I sit there thinking, this huge fight that everyone is talking about, that everyone is going to, is because one person, me.

I got involved with kamal, I said yes to ice cream with Marquis knowing it would get kamal mad. It's all because of me. Now kamal is coming back today to fight Someone. I wish he was coming back for me. I miss him, I miss his touch, I miss the looks he gives me after we finish having sex. I wanna make love to kamal every day every minute of the day, he's all the runs through my mind. I lie to myself all the time, saying kamal means nothing or we are nothing but I know that's what my heart wants. He might be crazy and he might be a hothead but he's my hothead he's my crazy, and I can't sit here and let him fight without at least trying to stop it.

Did I just admit to myself that I have intense feelings for kamal?

I get out the shower and grab my phone which is still getting texts and alerts like crazy. I dial Kamals number, i memorized his number the second day of us fucking.