It's Complicated

CHAPTER 17

COMMENT AND ENJOY....YOUR OPINIONS MEAN THE WORLD.❤️

AJAY IN MEDIA

ALEX POV

"Yeah and does this thing with his eyes brows when he's mad, it's so cute!" Kannon said while looking into a mirror

I sat in lunch as listened to kannon talk on and on about him and kamals relationship, like it's perfect or some shit. I don't mean to sound a way, I'm happy for my brother and kannon but to be real i don't wanna hear about my brothers sex life, plus I'm still bitter about ajay, I hate how things ended between us, even though he hit me I'll still always have feelings for him he's the light of my life, the love of my life, I need him. I would express my sadness to my friends but I mean I'm not really like that to go and show my emotions like that.

"Guys I'll be back" I say getting up from the table feeling my tears about to come down, Everyone nods and continues listening to kannon talk talk talk unaware of how I'm feeling.

I suddenly start getting even sadder and my emotions take control, I begin to cry. I run to the bathroom and get In the nearest stall. I rush to the sink and look at myself as tears stream down my face. I never thought me and ajay would ever end and it feels horrible, I love him so much and I know he loves me too, we met in middle school, and we've been through so much. I was there for him when he got arrested, I was there for him after his grandmothers death and he lets us end like this I can't deal right now, I just need to go home and take like 4 Xanax pills and pass out.

I walk out the stall and fix myself up a little. As I'm walking out I see no other than the love of my life, ajay. He was standing on the wall looking so beautiful, he had on a white shirt, with his cute chain, some balmain jeans revealing his white polo underwear along with his Gucci slides

....My man....

I got nervous I as noticed him start to approach me, I was pretending I didn't notice him and I'm not sure what to say to him just yet.

I try to walk a little faster but ajay quickly catches up grabbing my arm.

"Aye yo" he says pulling me back

I felt like my stomach was gonna fall out my ass, i was so nervous I'm not sure it was like he was a stranger now.

"Hi ajay" I said pulling my arm slowly

"Haha wassup" he says smirking at me and biting his lips

"Um nothing just leaving how bout you" I say

"Doing whatever you doing" he says laughing grabbing his crouch and just standing there.

Ajay was looking at me like I was a piece of meat and he was a hungry tiger, i was uncomfortable but happy to be talking to him.

"Ajay I'm not in the mood right now to play your games, I'm tired and I wanna go home" i say attempting to walk away

Ajay grabs my arm again and pulls me closer to him and hugging me, grabbing my ass.

"Come with me to my car" ajay says grabbing my hand and walking me to the student parking lot and eventually into his car.

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"Ajay why am I in your hot ass car" I yell