WE met in the STUDIO

LET ME think

I got text, phone calls, and voice mails from swae when i woke up this morning i didn't wanna hear it or see it but im a curious person so i looked at the text

I'm sorry dez i didn't mean it

Don't me mad

I do love you

Its not what you think

Can you call me back or answer the phone

Plz i did'nt mean that
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He called once again and i answered just to see what he got to say

Me: ....

Swae: hello? Dezzy?

Me: speaking

Swae: look i didn't mean that its just everytime i get in my fellings about somebody slim make it seem like im a soft ass nigga so plz forgive me im sorry i'll never say anything like that about you your a great girl i don't wanna hurt you these past few days i have fallin in love with you

Me: hmmmmmm ok

Swae: do you forgive me?

Me: ya i guess

Swae: your a good person plz forgive me

Me: sure

Swae: can you come by my place ?

Me: with no car?

Swae: im sorry can i come get you?

Me: ya watever

Swae: can i come now?

Me: ya

I got ready i don't know if i should trust him or go about my life what should i wear... im just going to put on some sweat pants and a white shirt

I went to nay nay's room to tell her whats going on "what so we can't keep him?" She askes with her lip poking out "i don't know im going to his house so we can talk about it" she nooded her head understand what i was saying

When i walked out her room there was a knock at my door i knew who it was and the it wasn't locked "come in!!" I yelled from the bathroom i was entering

He walked in with flowers i went in tge bathroom to put my hair in a messy bun

When i finished i walked down stairs grabing my purse "im gon nay!!!"

"Hey i got this for you" he handed me the flowers "thanks" he stared in my eyes "what!"

"Your so beautifull" *i blushed* i tried to wipe it away but he was being to nice "can we go now?" I was just saying that to stop him from staring at me

We made it to his house slim and some other boy was smoking in the ketchen "hey dezzy suprise to see you here" slim said with a smile on his face "wassup ma" one of the boys that was smoking with him spoke "the sky" "its falling?" He gasped "no not yet" "wo" he pertended to wipe the sweat from his forehead

"Come dez" swae pulled my arm heading up the steps to his room he closed the room and sat me down on his bed sitting infront of me "do you really forgive me?" Swae asked in a serouis tone "yes i do swae" he then leaded in for a kiss, i backed up "not now" she sighed

I heared laughing coming from the door swae got up from his positon on the bed, he opened the door that was craked, slim and one of the boys was looking inside of the room "what you laughing fo.." swae asked them

"Cuz nigga you couldn't get a kiss" slim said it made me giggle a little "i got this" swae said he locked the door and walked back over to me

"You don't belive me do you" he looked at me in the mirro behind the door i looked down "its not that i don't belive you its just that hurted me and thats why i don't have a boyfriend now all they want is my body" i can feel my eyes get watery

Swae walked over to me and kissed me on my forehead "dezaray i love you for you not your body, when you smile you light up my day and i don't mean nun of that i said i know i should've just said no but slim is my brother and he knows if i would've said no i was lieing and he was going to make a big deal out of it , but i don't feel like that about plz belive me dez the day i met you you were full of energy and i like that about you, your not a shy person and your so beautifull i mean it i love you dez im in love with you trust me i will never want to hurt you

That made my tears come out my heart wanted to kiss him but my mind was just like no don't do it he's lieing

I smiled trying to stop the tears question started rushing through my head should i, is he telling the truth, is this a trick, does he feel like this about forreal?????? I stoped listening to my mind and followed my heart

I kissed him it felt good to know how he really feels this past few days was amazing