My first love

Chapter 3

Why am I the only one with no boyfriend among my friends? Am I really this ugly? Is't because I don't give anyone a chance when they develop feelings for me? Or maybe is cause I don't have freedom like  the rest of my friends, cause my mum is really harsh? Oh yeah is because I don't give a try?
Well I started having interest in having a boyfriend just like my fellow friends who enjoy life carelessly,  but I have no one to call a boyfriend everybody sees as a kid who only thinks about position one...
I ask for the number of mr sexy eyes from my friend" hey boo, can you gimmi mr sexy eyes number?"

She pauses " why do you want?"  with a soft voice
"Think I have all the rights to ask for the number of the one guy I always wanted my friend to end up with..Is't so crazy?"

" I don't have a problem with that after all we are more like sisters,of course I will give you..write down"
In my thoughts"what am I supposed to do? She likes him and I like him too, but he will choose her over me ,since she is the most beautiful girl in my school then.
I clear my throat and ask....

" what If I tell you I have a crush on him too?"
She kinda having mixed feelings, shocked and surprised but she shows me the opposite...

"Baby sister I have the most handsome guy by my side and whatever I had with mr sexy eyes was never serious so I have no problem with it go for it and take care don't allow him to hurt you, okay?"

I'm fighting back tears, I hug her tight...

"I love you yar believe me was just kidding about the crush thing, I want experience what is this people call relationship and I don't know why but I thought of giving a shot with him but I wasn't really expecting such a go ahead from you..I swear you are incredible"
She laughs, wipes my tears" I said that cause Is you Reina not some other slutty so chill"