My first love

Chapter ten

The fourth day of my relationship, Ricardo reached the city already after my preps at nine I would chat with him, or sometimes attend night classes and be with him on phone all through...Ricardo texted me and we started writing, with a big smile on my face...,
"Reina, how was your day my babe? I can't get out of my head that gap between your teeth when you smile, the blushes, the face you make when you are turned on and last but not the least your big beautiful sexy eyes, do you have any idea that how you kiss is incredible?" He said,  I couldn't help but smile and blush all the time, I keep rereading his message, I had no idea of what to reply, I ran out of words,

"Ricardo, if there's someone I would lost in his eyes is you, and hey! I'm jealous of those girls who gonna see you everyday, I want you to be all mine, now I'm high from all the things you just said, I love how you dart your tongue out of your mouth, and wet with your lips, damn ain't you too hot babe?" , I replied

Ricardo said," aww, yes hot for you love, and I'm glad now you are my girlfriend"

"Girlfriend? Lol  I didn't know I'm your girlfriend already"

" come again Reina, you ain't my girl?
then I think there's no
Point for us to talk, goodnight please"  Ricardo said

I got shocked, I regretted why I said that to him, to be true, I never wanted him to get mad at me,  then I wrote this" hahaha, babe c'mon you can't be serious, I was kidding, now stop being a jerk and laugh"
I waited for some few minutes but no reply, I again typed"Hun, why do you have to do this to me, talk to me please, I swear I love you, and can't go to sleep while you are not talking to me, Ricardo why would you do this? Remember, what we had, the three beautiful days we shared, how can you just forget those moments?"

Is like, those moments meant nothing to him, guess how many fucks he gave? Zero fucks, never replied me back, I sent him over thousand messages that I'm pleading, begging him not to leave me, at least not now that I told almost the whole school I'm in love  and dating him..,

I became so desperate , how am I supposed to tell my friends, my three days old love story is no more, that it ended? Is pretty obvious, I wasn't his type and he never loved me back like I did, now I can feel you if you ever got heartbroken..., I don't wanna eat no more, I can't sleep no more, I don't laugh like I used to...I'm never interacting with my friends anymore, all I wanna do is tear my heart and cry out loud, I'm not attending classes, I just hide myself in the dormitories...

I keep asking myself this rhetorical questions

So this is the love they talk about?,  why the devil did I ever met him? I curse the day I met him I get the flashbacks of him laughing at me, the kisses, the compliments and how he looked into my eyes! 

I texted his BFF's girlfriend, who happens to be his good friend too, I thought maybe she could make him understand my situation or he will listen to her, she doesn't know we dated, how am I suppose to tell her? but let me just give it a shot, it might be he feels sorry for me at least

She was also called Helena the same name as my BFF, but she was known as Helena YU,  "hey Helena YU, Ricardo is not answering my text for the last few days, neither my calls, please can you ask what's wrong with him, is he okay? I'm worried, I would appreciate if you let me know sis"

"Hey Reina, he's okay, we were together yesterday, but he's not answering my messages or even calls at the moment, but hopefully he will, xoxo baby" YU said so,

I couldn't have been  more of an idiot to love him, at first my friends made fun of me, but it didn't matter cause I knew I wanted to spend the rest of  my life with him, you know me and Ricardo were friends before we even dated! He was my first guy friend, i could tell him every stuff, he knew me more than I know myself, he was my first love, my first boyfriend, my first heartbreak...my heart never ached before he came to my life! 

My girlfriends, Helena, Nicole, Zoe and faith tried their best to console me but I was a real mess, nothing they said helped me, I wanted everything to go back to normal like it was the three good days he was with me, I wanted to make out with him again! I wanted him back! But the reality of our differences was too fact!

I took permission to go home faking to be sick, but in real sense yes I was ill in a different way! At home I was lonely , tears filled in my eyes, mummy would ask what's wrong? I would say maybe is malaria, too much headache which was caused by lack of sleep, I had no appetite, doctor prescribed some painkillers for me,, and suddenly one fine evening he texted..i missed him! Missing someone who doesn't miss you back is probably one of the worst feelings anyone can feel

" hey my Reina, whatever you said did hurt me, I took a little break and now I'm back, I realized I couldn't live without you, I miss you beautiful eyes, please forgive me if I did hurt you in any way, it wasn't intentional"

H sound worried

It was a feeling which made my heart skip a bit  in seeing his message, an inner joy popped,, I could feel my heart pounding...

"Yes you did hurt me, please don't do that to me ever again, Ricardo, I almost got an heart attack, you know, you mean the world to me, I'm sorry too for making you upset"

"I promise that won't happen again, now smile angel," he said

I couldn't stop smiling, I became overwhelm with happiness, tears of joy fell down my chubby cheeks...I recovered seeing Ricardo's messages , I prepared to go back to school...I'm happy mum never found out  that her little princess is crazy over a guy, and if she come to find out, I'm gonna be slaughtered slowly!!!