Mine × Harry Styles

Chapter 4 x

I honestly down know where I'm going with this tbh

edited: September 7, 2014 (if you're re reading this i am so sorry for what i put you through)

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We still sat on Harry's floor, and I was still holding him in my arms. Suddenly, he sits up wiping his face and stares at me.  

"You have to go." He says, standing up. I furrow my eyebrows. 

Didn't I just tell him I wanted to stay? 

"I want to stay." I whisper, still on the floor. He walks over to me and grabs my arm yanking me up off the floor.  

"Ow, you hurt me." I whine. He looks at me and lets go if my arm. It has a red hand imprint on it. I stare at it for a little bit longer, and I start to cry. Not heavy crying, but a few tears slip out. 

"Come on, I'll get you your stuff and you can leave." He says, putting his hand out for me to hold. I shake my head no, and he looks at me questioningly.  

"I want to stay here!" I say, stomping my foot. He grabs both of my hands to make me settle down. 

"Why do you want to stay here, love? Didn't you want to leave just a few days ago?" He says, entwining our fingers.  

"Well I don't want to go anymore." I state. 

"Why?" 

"No reason."  

"Why!?" 

"Cause I care about you okay?! I don't want to leave, you being this way. Cause what if you hurt yourself? or worse?" My lip trembles, a tear slipping out again.

"Don't cry for me." He whispers, putting his forehead against mine. He brought my hands up to his chest.  

"Do you feel that? Just a waste of space." My eyes widen and I pull my hands away and slap his chest. I point my finger in his face. 

"Don't ever say you're a waste of space. You were brought into this world for a reason." I say, grabbing his hands again. 

"I want to stay. I want to cook breakfast and dinner for you and massage your back when you get home from a long day of working. I want to have a regular relationship not one where you beat me up if I do something wrong!" 

He looks taken back by the last part. But he can't say he doesn't because he has! He opens his mouth to talk but shuts it quickly.  

"What I'm saying is, I still want the sex, but I want you too."  

"I don't know what you mean." He says, his eyebrows coming together. 

"Ugh Harry! Don't you understand!? I want to be with you both ways. I want a relationship with you." I tell him. 

"Oh." He says, and then taking me off guard and picking me up. I wrap my legs around his waist so I didn't fall. 

"I want to be with you too." He whispers, kissing me. I kissed back and pulled my legs tighter against him. 

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I woke up naked in Harry's bed with him not next to me. I look to his side and there's a note. 

'Babe,  

I had to go do some things with the lads, you know, famous stuff. :) Anyways, when you wake up, go in the closet and pick out whatever you want to wear. I'll be back some time late. So don't wait up. But for now, go eat baby.  

Love,  

Harry.' 

I smile and set the note down on the bed. I looked around the dark room and felt in place. I know I hated him and wanted nothing more than to be out of this house, but seeing him that way made me want to change him. Make him better. 

I get up and walk to his closet. I flip the switch and walk in. His closet was huge, and I didn't know where to start.  

I walked over to his shirts and looked through them. It was mostly plain black and white v necks and a couple of band t shirts. So I went over to his dress clothes and took one of those shirts.  

I went to his drawer that had the thousand pairs of panties and picked one. A sexy one if I must say. It was a thong with a frilly top. But no pants. 

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I sat in Harry's living room browsing through channels. Those stupid celebrity entertainment shows were on so I decided to watch one.  

'Harry Styles Cheating Scandal!'  

'Womanizer Harry Styles At It Again!' 

'Cheating On Current Girlfriend.' 

What!? Harry has a girlfriend? And its not me? I seriously thought he was different.  

How stupid was I? 

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Okay listen I know its short and what not and now their dating I hate myself for getting off the track of what the book is supposed to be about 

pls give me feed back I would love it, tell me what I did wrong and what I did right plssssss :)

(god im cringing)