Mine × Harry Styles

Chapter 18

Hi guys

You guys don't talk to me anymore sigh you all used to comment a lot but I don't get any comments anymore sigh I'm sorry if you hate me I've done nothing wrong I don't think I don't bite (unless ur into that)

Well I'm reading the fifty shades trilogy again so that's consuming my time

If you guys care

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-Harry-

It's been one whole day since Jessy went back home. I could lie and tell you I'm moping around and not sleeping or eating, but I won't. Now that I have some time to myself, I thought about it and it's good that we have some time apart.

I've been on twitter after I sent out that tweet and my mentions are full of questions asking about what I meant about the last tweet I sent out.

I went to Jessy's twitter and I see she retweeted my tweet. She even tweeted about it too.

"@JessCarter92: Yeah, someone AND something died."

What did she mean by "something"? She can't mean us, right? She said she'd be back.

I shake my head and clear out my thoughts. I shouldn't think negatively all the time. I get up from the couch I've been sitting on for what feels like weeks, even though it's been like an hour.

Imagine if she left when I cheated.

Wait. What if that's what she meant by something? Did she leave me, forever?

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-Jessy-

"Hey, Devin?" I call into the house, carrying grocery bags into the house.

"Yeah, Jessy?" He calls from the living room.

"Can you help me with these bags?" I ask, walking passed him into the kitchen. He pauses his video game and gets up to help. I smile as he leaves. Such a great brother.

He carries the rest in and puts it all away. He was very helpful and there for me when I came back home and told them the news.

"Thanks for the help Devi." I say, making a mommy to her baby type voice. He blushes and pushes me a little.

"There's someone I want you to meet, Jessy." He says, walking back to the living room. I follow him out of the kitchen and sit down next to him on the couch.

"Who's that?" I ask, really hoping its a girl. He cocks his head to side, looking at me with uncertainty. "I know what you're thinking Jessy. Yes, it's a girl." He smiles a little just saying that.

"So when can I meet her?" I ask, a little bit too excited. He turns his attention back to the game.

"She's coming over in a little bit, so you came home in time." He laughs.

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"Jessy," Devin says, entering my room. "She's here."

I perk up a little. "Niall, I have to go. I'll call you when I'm done. Bye."

I get off the bed carefully and rub my ever growing belly. I pull my shirt down and follow Devin downstairs. He blushes when he sees her waiting for him down there and I can't help but smile.

"Jessy, this is Elizabeth. Elizabeth this is my sister Jessica." He says in the most awkward way. I smile at her and she smiles back at me. Devin turns and goes to probably get the girl a drink.

"Devin always talks about you." Elizabeth says, smiling as we walk into the living room.

"Oh really?" I say, looking at my little brother out of the corner of my eye. "What does he say?"

"He just told me that you live with your boyfriend and you're pregnant." She says, innocently.

"Yeah, one of those is right. As you can tell." I laugh. "I'm taking a break from my boyfriend right now." I sigh.

"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you." Elizabeth says, over worriedly. I smile at her.

"It's okay. It was my choice." I laugh again.

As if on cue, my phone starts buzzing with a call from Harry.

"Um, excuse me." I say to Elizabeth and I get out of earshot.

"Hello?"

"So you're leaving me?" He spits into the phone. He's probably drunk.

"No, Harry. We're taking a break."

"A break forever!?" He yells. I shudder and bite my lip.

"Don't yell at me." I say, lowly trying to keep my emotions inside.

"I can do whatever I want!" He yells again.

"No, we aren't going to be on a break forever." I say, trying to stay calm. I look to the living room in the corner of my eye. Devin and Elizabeth are talking but he's watching me. I wipe an escaped silent tear from my face.

"But if that's what you want to do, then that's what we'll do." I whisper.

"No wait, Jessy. I'm sorry."

"Yeah, Harry. You are sorry. Same shit very fucking time." I say, hanging up.

I wipe my face and smile at Devin. I walk slowly up the stairs, I don't want to be seen this way. I send a text to Niall.

To: Niall :)

Hey, Ni. Can you go check on Harry? He called me, most likely drunk acting crazy. Please?

I click send and I change out of leggings into sleeping shorts and a tank top. The tank top slides up my belly and stops under my boobs. I take a deep breath and just forget about the tank top.

I get into bed and put my phone on the charger. I lay in bed, just blank minded. I would ask myself why I got mixed up with Harry anyway, but I was forced into it.

I bring my hand down to my belly and start rubbing it.

"Why is mommy and daddy so messed up baby?" I whisper to my son.

That's weird. My son. There's a baby coming in a few months, and he's mine. The thought scares me a little.

My phone vibrates from next to my pillow and I pick it up, seeing there's a text from Niall. I swipe the text and it opens up.

From: Niall :)

Hey Jessy. I went to Harry's house to check on him like you asked, but he's not here. I don't know any place he'd be right now. Sorry Jessy.

I take a deep breath and throw my phone down on the bed. I curl up in a ball and just start crying. I don't know what I'm crying for, but I'm crying.

Why is our relationship SO FUCKED UP?

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