Mine × Harry Styles

Chapter 35

HI PEOPLE

SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG REALLY I AM

I'm officially on two week break so hopefully ill update faster

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song: night of the hunter x 30 seconds to mars, stay the night x zedd, & shadow moses x bring me the horizon ♥♡

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-Harry-

Zayn's? What the hell is she doing there? Isn't Niall her best friend or something? Why couldn't she have gone there?

I press the phone to my ear, instantly hearing the ring. Pick up Jess, please. Pick up.

'Hey, you've reached Jessica. Sorry I missed your call, leave your name and number and I'll call you back as soon as possible.'

I hear her voicemail, remembering that moment. I watched her make it, remembering her giggling while trying to make it over and over again. I sigh, rocking Christian in the bassinet. He hasn't stopped crying and whining since Jessy left, how does he even know she's gone? 

"Please stop crying." I whisper, giving him a pleading look even though he cant even see me. Then it hits me, how I don't even know how to get my own son to stop crying. I should know, he's MY son. I pick him up out of the bassinet and walk downstairs. I busy myself, making Christian a bottle, seeing if that will quiet him down. 

I sit on the couch and sit Christian in my lap.

"Hungry?" I ask, putting the nipple into his mouth. Thankfully he takes it.

"That's what you wanted?" I chuckle, kissing his forehead. He just stares up at me, sucking contentedly on his bottle.

The door bell rings suddenly, causing Christian to jerk away from his bottle and start crying. I groan and put his bottle on the coffee table and getting up to check who the fuck is at the door.

I look through the peep hole and I see a woman standing there. I unlock the door and I open it.

"Um, hi." She says, giving me a small smile.

"Yeah, hi. Who are you?" I ask, maybe a little to bluntly. She giggles.

"Oh I'm sorry, I'm Selina. Jessica's sister." She says, smiling at me.

What the fuck? When did she have a sister?

Adding on to the list of why Jessy should never leave the house.

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-Jessy-

I wake up from probably the best sleep I've had in months, to my phone vibrating.

I groan, grabbing it off the nightstand. There's 5 texts and 2 missed calls and all from Harry.

Jessy please text me back baby, tell me you're okay.

Babe Christian keeps crying and I don't know what to do!

Pick up!

Never mind I found out why he was crying, love you.

Who the fuck is Selina? Why havent you told me about her?

Oh shit. Selina? How did she find Harry's house!? My phone vibrates again, but this time I'm getting a call from Harry. I immediately pick up.

"Hello?" I say hurriedly, biting my nails.

"So who the fuck is she?" Harry says, sounding angry and I faintly hear Christian crying in the background. I sigh, knowing I should've said something earlier about her.

"She's my older sister Harry." I say and wait for him to yell at me for not mentioning this to him. He makes a small 'hmm' noise and doesn't say anything.

"Can you come home soon baby? She's making me uncomfortable."

"Yeah. I love you."

"Love you too."

I hang up and get up to find Zayn. When I open the door I instantly smell bacon. I smile a little and head downstairs. I walk into the kitchen and I am greeted by Zayn's lovely stubbled face. 

"Good morning." I smile, taking the plate from his hands. He also hands me a fork and we both sit together at the table.

"I know I said I was gonna stay all weekend, but something came up and I have to go home." I break the quiet, chewing my bacon.

Zayn takes a drink from his orange juice and looks at me.

"My sister showed up at Harry's house unexpectedly.." I say, looking away from his eyes. I feel like I'm disappointing him, but I shouldn't feel like that.

"So after I eat, I'm gonna go." I tell him, sipping my juice.

"Okay." Is all he says. I nod, and we eat silent the rest of the time..

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I pull up in front of Harry's house, or our house, and I see some trashed car. Obviously my sisters. I get out leaving the gym bag in there, I don't need her knowing my problems. Oh wait, she is one.

I unlock the door and I walk in. I instantly hear voices, her annoying squeak and Harry's heavenly voice. I walk in to rhe living room and Christian squeals. I can't help but squeal too. I immediately walk over, ignoring my sister and kissing Harry on the lips.

"Hey baby." I say to both of my babies. I grab Christian from Harry's arms and he snuggles into the crook of my neck.

"Hey Jessy." I hear from behind me. I roll my eyes and I don't turn around.

"Why are you here?" I ask, clenching my fist at my side. Harry puts his hand on my thigh to calm me, it helped a little, but I still wanted to hit her.

"I-I wanted to see you. I went and saw mom and Devin. Mom said you'd be here." She says, but I still don't look at her.

"Where's your kid?" I say sourly. Harry looks up at me and I shake my head at him.

"Jessy.. I-I didn't.." She says, and her voice gets emotional. "I didn't have a baby. I lost it." She reveals.

Christian whines and I gasp a little. I know what that's like. I close my eyes for a second and take a deep breath. I turn around and finally look at her.

Christian glares her down but I don't stop him.

"Look, I know what that's like, but you can't just show up to my fiancé's house unexpectedly. I haven't contacted you in years, and there's a reason for it. And when I'm ready to begin the relationship we never had, I find you. So until then, leave." I say, Harry standing up behind me and rubbing my back. To stop me, or sooth me? I don't know.

"I didn't mean to intrude, Jessy. Next time I'll contact you somehow." She says. "I'll show myself out." She gets up and soon enough we hear the front door slam.

I turn back around to Harry. Pulling him into a hug with me and Christian.

"I'm sorry." I say into Harry's chest. He just squeezes me.

"When you're ready, I wanna know everything." He says, looking down into my eyes.

"Of course."

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ITS PROBABLY SHORT BUT I WANTED TO GIVE YOU GUYS SOMETHING ITS BEEN LIKE 6 YEARS

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