Fallen

CHAPTER TWO: The Confession

We started hanging out often. Siguro inabot din ng month bago ko naramdaman na gusto ko na talaga sya.

It was his birthday that day, he told me that he's gonna ask me something special.

"Anong special question?"

"It's been a week since I started courting you."

"And now what?"

"Can you now be my girlfriend, Chris?"

A moment of silence..

Di ako makasagot.

"I'm serious. Kahit eto na lang yung gift mo sa akin."

Oo gustong gusto ko talaga sya. Hindi lang yata gusto, mahal ko na din sya.

Siguro kung kilala nyo lang sya, maiinlove din sa kanya ang sinumang babae na makakaclose nya kasi sa appearance pa lang nya okay na okay na, tapos sa ugali okay naman din, sobrang sweet at mabait sya. So bakit pa ako aayaw diba?

Pero there was a guilt feeling.

Kasi because of me, iniwan nya yung gf nya, just to be with a girl like me. Ako na hindi naman maganda. Not that tall. Introvert. Sigh.

"You've been sincere naman so.."

"So what will be your answer?"

"Ummm.. Okay. Sige na."

Mixed emotion talaga ako that time. I really don't know pero I felt happy. So so so happy that starting that day, I am now his girlfriend.

"Thank you, Chris! You just don't know kung gaano ako kasaya today!"

"Well.. You really should thank me. Hahahaha!"

A moment of silence again..

"I love you."

T'was my first time na masabihan at makarinig ng "I love you" from someone na hindi ko naman kadugo. HAHAHA.

So upset that time.  So I said..

"Same."

HAHAHA what a weird answer.

"What same?"

I can hear him trying to stop his laughter.

"It's really hard for me to say those words, you know."

Syempre ang dami nya ng naging girlfriend kaya sanay na sya dyan. Eh ano naman ako? First timer.

"Oo na. Sige na. I love you din."

Kung tinatanong nyo kung kinilig ba ako sa mga sinabi nya. Malamang oo HAHAHA sino ba namang babae ang hindi kikiligin dun diba? :)

To be continued..