Confused

chapter 4

I have one week to prepare for final exams , these days i m just so busy with my project , I'm really fed up with it, between meeting the teacher in charge and my group plus doing researchs i ll be crazy before the end of this year !!
It's my last year and we are asked to choose a subject and work on it , it's just so stressing.
Today was a long day I'm so tired but i still need to type two pages , i'm in charge of typing the results of today's work once i'm done i'll take a quick shower i just need to feel hot water on my shoulders , after that i was too tired to check my incoming messages in social media so i just hug my pillow and fall asleep like a baby.
It's friday ,I have a lazy morning i woke up at 11a.m i m not in mood to study or do anything my phone rings , i answer it
Windy: hey bitch how are you ?
Me: good i just woke up and you ?
Windy: i m over the moon haha you will come to my weeding right ?
Me: duh of course I'm , who's gonna be making funny faces to make u laugh hhhh
Windy: can't wait for it !!! Well got to go
Me: yeah take care
I smile she's so happy lucky her she gets to marry her high school lover not everybody is that lucky ...
So i have to do this little trip Sunday her weeding will be in her home town and that's three hours away from here!!! my eyes landed on the doll on the chair , a blond doll with blue eyes wearing a dress, it was a gift from mike , i remember when he gave it to me like if it's yesterday
---- flash back---
Thank god i wore my warmest coat other wise i'll probably freeze to death , i'll kill mike for letting me wait him , isn't he afraid of my reaction , well I'm sure he will be !!
Incoming phone call
Me: where the hell are you!!!!??
Mike : i'll be there in two minutes baby
Me: don't baby me because you are a dead man Alvarez !!!!!
Two minutes later i see him coming towards me , my baby is tall , he has curly hair that i love touching and green eyes with his geek glasses , he is not the muscular type but his body is perfect for me , his dad is spanish you can tell from the tan ,his hiding something behind his back , did he buy me flowers ?! That would be a 1st , he is not really that romantic, he kiss my cheeks and give me one of his beautiful smiles, gosh i can't stay mad at him when he smiles like that . hold yourself together he is 5 minutes late , i just hate waiting but i don't mind letting people do , i try and sneak a look to his hiddin hand but he just don't let me
Mike: 1st tell me u forgive me , i'm really sorry me corazon .
Me: you are making deals now
Mike : come on sweetheart don't you miss me , and most important don't you want to know what i have for you
Me: huh full armed okey show me
mike : no , say the word
Me: i forgive you happy ?!!
And he gives me a big bag i m just so excited i open it and i look at him with a child grin on my face, oww he bought me a doll isn't he so sweet , just because i mentioned that i wanted it , i never thought he listen to everything i say cause yes i talk a lot , i give him a kiss and we walk with his arm around me towards the restaurant to have our dinner
----end of flashback----

i miss him so much , keeping myself busy helps a little but it doesn't mean i'm over him , still i don't regret my decision , he needs to accept my will and live with it , i just want him to want me for my personality and not body to be honest sometimes i think that if he sleeps with me , he'll break up with me the next morning , he desire me too much .... i open what's app to check last time he was online, 4 a.m that's strange since he sleep early for work , i'd like to think that he spent the whole night thinking bout me , silly stupid me . i m interrupted by my stomach demanding food by making wired voices.
I head to kitchen both my friends are there making breakfast , looks like everybody is having a lazy morning. I ate my breakfast and head to the living room with my friends , we start talking about everything, lately we don't get to have time for each other , and i inform them that i m attending Windy's wedding Sunday , i m just lucky i have awesome friends , we decide to watch a movie Robi choose "pride and prejudice " i watched this movie more then 100 time and i still love it so freaking much , once movie is done i play with my phone candy crush is giving me a Huge HEADACHE like seriously i'm starting to hate chocolate because of this level . i check my Facebook I have a friend add from Brayn Jones, oh the tinder guy , i accept and scroll down my news feed , i only use Facebook when i m bored , i like seeing pictures and videos when it comes to chatting i prefer what's app or simple texting . i write brayn and head to photos damn this guy is hot ,HOT !! I probably i were too tired to notice hhh last time, he is tall i just love tall guys i like how he dress I check his job a lawyer that's going to make arguing with him a problem , look at me i don't even know the guy and i already want to argue with him, he read a lot of books , i like guys who read , smart guys are my favorite , Mike was smart i think sadly i shake my head and kick him out of my thoughts and keep reading some of his postes all i can say is this guy is deep ...
A message in messenger pops up in my screen , it's from BRAYN !!!
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