Ah, ha
Having thoughts out of character to-day
Topsy turvy wiring and
Circuit boards misfiring,
Results!
Are not the ones I'm looking for. A vague sense
Of dissatisfaction, oh
(Dreary sigh)
We can always restart,
Some other night.
You know?
The songs in my head are okay, I guess,
I need new ones
(And rather desperately),
My desk is a mess.
I ought not
To frustrate myself, I know..
But oh.
Am I uninspired or
Just uninspiring
I try not to dwell on such a thing.
The thoughts are there
(It's the most I can say for them at the moment..)
But I wouldn't say they're my best. And all
The replacements are hardly better.
Ah, old content,
Revisitation,
I feel I've squandered summer vacation.
You and God couldn't help me,
Because to be honest with you both,
I don't know what I want!
Ah, ha
I can make squandering look pretty and all,
But it's nothing to be sustained on.
Pass time, 'til it's used up-
Oh, that's truly a vile concept.
I will make myself vomit before this is over.
Whatever it is.
(It feels rather out of character, wouldn't you say
I am to-day?)
Anyway..
If I decide to come back to myself,
I'll let you know.
(And you too, Daddy-O, shaking your head at me from your heavenly throne.
You'll know.)
I don't usually make sense but
Surely it sounds better than this, whatever it is.
(Indignant sniff)
Ah, ha
Whoever I am to-day doesn't have much up
Her sleeve.
I'll leave you with a
(Pout)
And seek dreamscape reprieve.
