Yea she left. So what?
Its not like im supposed to give a F*ck,
Why should I care? When she never did. Why should I love her? She left me with this sh*t
For all I know shes working the streets. But why should I wonder when she never thinks about me.
I remember her scent. Her smile her laugh
I remembered thinking it would acctually last. Man I sound like a girl
I sound like fool.
A love stricken idiot. who really fell for you.
How could she leave without saying goodbye. I remember the night before, she wouldn't even look me in the eye.
F*ck that I should've known
But I was blinded by how much our love had grown
All the effection that she'd shown. The night she left me to be alone
Did I think she'd come back? Hell yea I did, I never thought she'd leave me thinking like this
But today... I got this call. From her Dad. I heard her mom in the back sobbing, all I could think was. Is this gonna be bad?
Unsure of his reasons to call I told him get to the point. He was begining to stall. Talking slowly in the with sighs and depressing moans. My patients was running out and I weas ready to hang up this phone.
"Shes gone" he croaked, confusion hit me as she spoke
but soon that feeling left as he explained
"we reported her missing after a couple of days"
"They found her body, in a ditch between border street" His words brought into a shocked daze
The street where I first met her. I thought as involintary tears from my eyes slowly rose
My body was still, my heart was had just froze. The anger I had for her absence was dissmissed and suddenly, it was her that I missed
