Sometimes you have to lose everything to get a better start,
but i never thought I'd be going through this with you from the start
I wont begin with talking about the mess we're in
I won't mention how you stole my heart
How you were the one I believed in.
I can't just sit here, and pretend anymore, I can't lay the down the rules
and act like I don't want to break down that door
I don't want to say how I don't want you anymore
Your love was gold,
your words they shined, they made me feel like you'd never leave me behind,
and when I looked into your eyes,
what I saw made me think you were mine,
but looks an be deceiving.
and now I'm thinking leaving is the only way to stop this grieving
what I'm thinking isn't healthy
how I wish you never met me,
it isn't like me
you changed me
rearranged me
you ignored the original
and made me stereotypical
my protests,
you ignored
you made me feel washed up
on some abandoned shore
like a whore
useless
used too many times
changed for too many rhymes
hurt for too my lives
to make you happy
I sacrificed
I wasn't strong
and I'm not strong now
there are no questions to be asked
so don't ask me why
don't ask me how
it'll only end, with a scream and a shout
and in the blink of an eye
I will no longer be
I will no longer see
I will no longer feel
the pain I went through won't be real
you won't be there
so I won't be scared
to show my true colors
to shine for appreciative others
it won't hurt anymore
I won't feel washed up
on an abandoned shore
I won't feel used
I'll feel needed
wanted
my love
won't be refused
but none of that will come true, if i stay here with you
so now you know,
what I must do
I have to leave
too bad, boohoo
cry and cry
but now you'll just feel what I felt
you'll hold what I held
deep down inside me grew
An Invisible Hell.
