I've got a friend with an itty bitty secret.
He asked me last week if I'd swear to keep it
I was sort of skeptical
But you were just so magical.
You told that you liked me, and that I couldn't tell
You told me we should hang sometime
I was shy and you could tell.
You planted tiny kisses on my trembling lips, and I was sort of nervous. So You said "Do it like this"
You took my head right into your hands,
I was so excited just like the bulge in your pants.
You grabbed my waist and led me striaght to the bed,
But I instisted that we watch a movie instead.
You didn't take me seriously in fact, it kind of hurt
I would be putting in lightly if I only called you a jerk,
I told that I just wanted to leave at that point
Still, you pushed down, I wanted out of that joint
And I told you once or twice you really must be insane.
You forced your self passed all my limits that day,
And when I say this I mean it.
I'll never ever be the same,
You hurt me in ways I didn't know I could hurt
The pain you caused me
Was something I wasn't ready to feel
...
Now I'm the one with an itty bitty secret.
One that I wish wasn't real
But it's not something I can't hide,
I'm not sure if I should keep it or give it away
Cause every time I look at it it brings me back to that pain
Her eyes stare at me the way you did that one day.
When I told you to stop
With all my might I tried to push you away,
But you stayed on top of me and ignored all my screams.
You covered my mouth. And ripped open my shirt by the seams.
I wish I didn't listen to your secret.
And..by the way...
Maybe you should visit your daughter someday.
