day 28

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Have you ever felt that feeling where your heart just plummets down? Where you feel this sense of loneliness, despair and there is nothing you can do about it? I wish I could say that I feel happy, bright, okay now but I'm just an empty shell of who I used to be. I was never the popular nor was I the sporty one. But being with him made me feel one of a kind; special, loved and cherished. His name leaves a bitter taste to my tongue. Although people say that life will go one, I find it hard to believe. Especially when I'm covered by this treacherous layer of cold darkness. I want to move on. I really do... but how can I when I'm too afraid of letting go?

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yea I know its short but I feel that I should address this part of her^ the one who's kind afraid of letting go of her past. pls vote n comment!! and give some suggestions on how u want the book to turn out:) and if I shld insert the flashback part and what part you want to see nxt!!! I feel like maybe I shld add a flashback on a disagreement they had??? pls comment hahah!!! and thankiew for reading:))

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