if only you stayed

day 2

Flashback

"Stop! Hahaha, it tickles! "

i cried as i squirmed away from him , my hair fanning my flushed face. Using a feather he found on the ground he continued to brush it on my feet, causing a chorus of laughter to escape my lips.

"Will u start smiling? Frowns make you look ... well not you!", he said with a light chuckle. "Fine! Fine! Now stop it!" I squealed as i finally relented , feeling my lips curve slightly.

End of flashback

I stared at the same feather as tears clouded my vision. My heart broke and i wished that it was just a dream,but it isn't. It hurts. I hate him with my entire being but love him just the same. Why couldn't i just forget about him? Why can't i get over him with just a snap of my fingers?

Was i not good enough? Yeah that should be it... he wouldn't have wanted someone like me anyway. I buried my face in my hands as i delved deeper and deeper, getting lost in my own thoughts.

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