I was lost
How could I be not ?
When I had to grow up so soon
When I had responsibilties to fulfill..
A dish to serve ever night
When I struggled..
Financialy,emotionaly and physically
When you thought I ditched you
I didn't..i was always there..you just had to look beside you
When I couldn't make it to our outings..
You thought I was trying to demand an obligation..
I wasnt..I never would have..if only you had asked..
I would have gladly explained it to you that..
I had to grow up
When I had to lie to you about my happiness..
I was lost
When I smiled..
It was fake
When I thought you'd guide me,hold my hand..
Because I was a lost soul
I thought you understood
How wrong I was!
When I relied on you and you let me down
I didn't object
How could I?
After all it was you who walked away
Because I was still standing there..
