4. The next day

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SIRIUS POV

I wake up the next morning without having slept much. I can't stop thinking about what happened.
I just said to Remus that I love him?
Did i mean it?
I don't know. I got drunk on the moment. Remus's head on my chest, the smell of him, the feel of him.
But now?
Remus doesn't want anything to do with me.
What am I supposed to do?
We head down to breakfast and I try to act normal.
After all this was no biggie. Everything is normal.
But I don't dare to look at Remus. I don't dare to touch him. And it's hard.
Fortunately we don't have to share alone time. It's always the four of us, the marauders. I haven't thought of it that way but we're always together. We have the same classes, the same friends, we share the same dorm.
The same dorm.
To share dorm with Remus Lupin.
His head in my chest.
I wish I could just hug him tightly right now.
But it's not a good idea.
I put my head on the desk instead. History of Magic, perfect time to sleep.

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