9. To act normal

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REMUS POV
Another morning and another day.
I cant get the picture of us holding hands out of my head. It's too intense.
I told him we should act normal. Because if we would hold hands in public I wouldn't be able to think of anything else. I would blush and stutter and make a complete fool out of myself. It's nice to keep my distance and act normal, I thought.
But then I didn't know how hard it would be. What is to act normal? I flinch everytime we touch and that is not normal. My head spins when I look him in the eyes. Nothing is normal anymore.
So I distract myself. I drown my feelings in school work and books, as I've done so many times before.
And as the night arrives I go to bed early, I haven't slept well for a while now.
Sirius and James are still at quidditch training and Peter is there too, watching. I like quidditch too, but I've never been as into it as those three, sometimes I feel a bit left out.
I slowly fall asleep.

Then suddenly Sirius wakes me up.

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