REMUS POV
I was bored, and not in the mood. Sometimes parties were great but not now. I just wanted to sleep. This week has been so tiring and confusing. And my eyes wandered back to Sirius again and again. I didn't get him. He was always on and off like this. So intense. One day he tells me he loves me and the other day he kisses a girl. Get your mind straight Sirius. This is just messing with my feelings. Of course I wouldn't say this to him. He seemed to have a good time. And he always did this, maybe it didn't matter to him that much. But it mattered to me.
I saw him sipping some butterbeer, and then he came walking right towards me. Okay Remus calm down, act normal. I was just going to say hi, when he said he wanted to kiss me. My first thought was yes, but then I thought of the girl, and the beer.
"Don't, you're just drunk" I said.
"But that doesn't mean I shouldn't kiss you" he said. My head spun. I wanted to kiss him but I didn't want it to be this way, I didn't want our first kiss to be drunk and meaningless.
"I'm tired" I said. It didn't work.
"I don't want you to kiss me because I don't want you". I dont know why I said it but I just wanted to get away. I turned my back to his sad eyes and talked upstairs to our dorm.
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The nights - A Wolfstar fanfic
FanfictionRemus and Sirius like each other. But they don't know how to admit it to others. This is the story about all the nights they share together. Warning: fluffy fluffy fluff, occasional filler chapters, no story of substance I will not write smut I'm so...
