How It all started

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I remember everything about him. The way he would say my name would always give me butterflies. How his hands somehow fit perfectly into mine. when he smiled he always had this sparkle in his eyes that I will never forget. everything reminds me of him and i hate it. he destroyed me and I will never be able to forget how bad he hurt me. A whole Year. Its been an whole year and I am still hurt. will i ever be able to get over this? I still love him and i hate that i do. he is probably with someone else already and here I am getting ready to start my second year in college at MSU still thinking about him. But for some reason he keeps coming into my mind I have tried seeing other people going on dates and all that junk but no matter how much I tried I couldn't fall in love again at least not the way I fell deeply in love with Adam. I know what we had was special only him and I shared and I know he felt the same way. If I could go back to the way things used to be I would. I would make things they should have been before I met him I was such a better person and no matter what I will never be the same. He changed me in so many levels you couldn't even imagine. no matter how hard i try he will always have my heart wherever he is. 

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