Ever sense I met you

Before. (Chapter 1)

"jasmine hurry you are going to be late on your first day at college and we still have to take all your stuff to your dorm!!" My mother is the most annoying person when it comes to important things like my first day at college she woke me up 2 hours early and its not like we live so far away from the university almost an hour but still!!

I am so nervous I feel like I'm going to throw up. I quickly get out of bed and take a hot shower to relax myself. I can't believe my mom woke me up so early she is more nervous then I am. when i make my way downstairs she has already made breakfast my favorite too! chocolate chip pancakes. my dad and I used to always eat them together before he got really sick and past away almost five years ago. I miss him everyday and I wish he was here. my mom would be so much more calmer because right now i think she is going crazy making sure i have everything i need in each box. she always has to have everything perfect like me. Thats one thing we seem to get along with sense my father past away she kinda got distant from me and I miss how close we used to be we were such a happy family and in one second everything went down hill. I don't have the strongest relationship with my mother I wish I had.

once it finally time to go I look at the house one last time I am going to miss it so much. my mom decided to sell it sense she is going to be the only one living there and there is just to many memories in that house with my dad and with her alone in that house i could only imagine how hard it would be for her. I start helping my mom take the rest my stuff to the car. once we are on our way it hits me i am finally a college student. you have no idea how much i have been waiting to get the fuck out of high school. High school just wasn't for I didn't have much friends. but that was okay with less drama i had to fucking deal with. I had two of the bestest friends I could ask for anyway. Rachel had already left for college it was really sad when she left for me and Ethan sense we were always together she moved to San Francisco sense she got a bunch of scholarships for swimming over there.

We still text everyday but its not the same I miss her so much. Ethan is leaving next week and he is going to Chicago state university he is going to study Paleontology. I'm so excited for him he was always obsessed with the dinosaur era. It always fascinated me how much he knew at such a young age. As for me I will be attending Michigan state university mostly because I still want to be close to my mother I will only be an hour away. I will be studying Astronomy. The stars are incredible the different stars there is in galaxy will always surprise me.

Once we finally arrive to MSU. I get everything out of the boxes something about stuff being cramped  inside things drive me crazy I don't even know why. I arrived way to early to my dorm.my roommate is not even here yet. which I'm kinda happy about so I can set everything my way. I have only talked to her a few times she seems like a really nice person but something about her kinda bothers me she seems to nice and that can drive me crazy. I think her name was daisy or something.

"I can't believe you are finally a college student! I'm so proud of you jasmine." my mother says

"I know me either time went by so fast!" I can tell she wants to cry but i hope she doesn't she will make this even harder then it already is it hurts me leaving her alone.

we are interrupted when daisy walks in the room giving the tightest hug in the world. "omg It's so good to finally be able to call you my roommate jasmine we are going to have so much fun together i can already tell we are going to me best friends!" great this is going to be fun! I nod and give her the best smile I could give. once she leaves the room to get more of her stuff my mother gives me a hug this hug was long and sad I never like leaving her it breaks my heart. we say our goodbyes and she is on her way to her new apartment its nice for someone living on her own she should get a dog soon she isn't alone all the time.

I put my alarm two hours early before classes start just to make sure I get there on time that way I can shower and plain my outfit sense I always end up changing my mind.

I decide to help daisy with her stuff sense I finished early. She tells me about her and her family they sound like a incredible family I'm jealous I wish I still had that. She also leads on and tells me about her boyfriend Isaac. They sound like such a perfect couple. I wonder how it's like being in a serious relationship. Not that I'm really looking for one I came here to study nothing else.

We end up watching The Best Of Me on Netflix which is one of my favorite movies ever! Daisy has never seen it so I'm excited of what she thinks of it. Daisy doesn't seem so bad after we have a lot in Common which takes me by surprise she seems nothing like my old friends but somehow I'm OK with it change is always good right?

I am woken up by my alarm. I hurry and get my stuff so I can shower. Luckily there is not so many people in the showers. Why can't dorm just have their own bathrooms. I already hate this and It's my first day. When i get back in to my room Daisy is already up she must have woken up because of my alarm. She is picking out her outfit and it's so cute something I can see myself wearing. My outfit on the other hand is very casual. I'm not really into getting all dolled up for school. I apply one coat of mascara and start heading out the door but I kinda feel bad for just leaving daisy all by herself. "would you like to come with me daisy, we do have our first three classes together and you could tell me more about your childhood if you want" I honesty do not want to nothing about her childhood so why the fuck did I just say that?

"Um yea that would be great! This is all new to me too so we could learn where all classes are together."

our first class together is English my favorite subject besides math. once we arrive the classroom we are are 5 minutes early which i am proud of you never want go late to class on the first day. we sit in the middle of the class and silently wait for the professor.

"welcome to your first class of the day, I hope this slowly becomes to be one of your favorite classes. I will say some of things you will learn in this very classroom you won't use everyday in you lives." I like his attitude already he seems very nice and looks to be in his late 30's doesn't look that old to be a professor. "My name is Proff--"

He is cut off by the sound of the door opening. A handsome boy walks in and for some reason I can't keep my eyes off of him. Do you believe in love at first sight!? I don't think I do but when I looked at him a burst of emotions went running all over my body.

He catches me starring at him giving me a gorgeous smile letting me see his perfectly straight white teeth. I quickly look away when he notices me I'm so stupid how could I have starred at him for that long!? I have issues.

"welcome to English class you are late but sense it's the first day i'll let it slip today but only today don't let this happen again! whats your name sir?"

"Adam. Adam green"

Even his name is perfect and the way his hair is perfect shade of brown and his hairy is slightly curled which makes him even more handsome. He catches me staring at him and I think I'm ready to kill myself. This is so embarrassing this has never happened to me so I honesty don't know what to do. Back in high school I was never interested in boys mostly because none of them were attractive and they were the biggest assholes ever.

I try to avoid him for the rest of the class he sat a seat in front of me. It was just very uncomfortable for me. Even though nothing happened between us so why am I being such a loser and freaking out?