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These years pass me
With the pain oc
People always
Having something to say
Mostly bad about
Me or my looks
Or my tears of that pain
They bring me
I watch as the
Schools change
Hoping the next
Years I'm at this school
That I can be myself
Without judgement
Constantly passing
Me for who I am
I wish that more
than a few, who understand
My hardships, will stop and start
Looking past the outter shell
Of me, the armor
I wear to protect
The inside of me
That all the people
Who judge and criticize
Will take a look
At the real me
Not just what I
Look like on the outside
I wish that everyone
Will see that I AM
Beautiful even though I wish
I could kill that "beauty"
That I could kill myself
It takes away all the
Problems that face me
But that is running
And I don't want to run
From this I need to
Stand and face this
Plauge upon me
And kill it for
Freedom that I
So desperatly need
Even as the depression
Starts trying to steal
Me even farther
To the place of blood and razors
Cutting into a poor child's
Wrist and small children
Putting that noose
Around their throats
And jumping; to let
Themselves hang
Off where they threw
Themselves and more little
Ones tying large
Rocks to their ankles
And diving into the water
So cold and unforgiving
And I'm forced to
Watch so many young
People take their lives
And turn blue with their struggles
Hoping that this won't
Visit me again
I wish for that world
To leave me alone
But it steals me
Once everyday; the world
Holds on me like a leech
Draining my body of all blood
Please to whomever
Gets a chance at reading
This sick and twisted
Demented poem
Be very carful at
What you may
Wish for. You never
Know what could happen
Try being happy
I'm deeply sorry
If it won't work, just
Don't take your life
Not how I did
You will regret it
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To make up for not posting a lot earlier, I'm going to post seven more times today.
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My poetry and songs
PoesíaThese are just my poems and songs they may not be that good, but I try my hardest. They represent my life and my mind, so far they are pretty dark and demented. Enjoy! =^_^=! After a long hiatus I am posting some of my poetry again. Most of these, s...
