I woke up before Toby again and checked my phone to see a message from my friend Emily "Jamie, you have to check twitter and tumblr." I got up this time without waking Toby and logged into my tumblr first I saw a little bit of hate which I was kinda sad about, I logged out and logged into twitter. I was shocked a lot of people were hating on me and I started to cry, There were a lot of rude people. A few people tweeted threats at me, at this point I was crying a lot.
I walked into the kitchen to grab a knife and thought about cutting. I was sitting on the floor leaning against the fridge with the knife in my hand. I was about to cut but I just thought of all the times in middle school where people treated me different.
I heard Toby waking up, it took a minute before I stood up, I was so depressed about the hate. I was standing in deep thought forgetting I had the knife in my hand, I didn't realize that Toby was standing in the doorway.
I noticed and looked up at him and he ran towards me, I stayed in my spot as Toby wrapped his right arm around me and took the knife from my grip. He threw it on the counter, I was crying but trying to get a hold of myself but I couldn't. Toby was holding tightly to me, I could hear him trying not to cry.
I broke loose from his grip and ran to the couch, I covered myself with the blanket and curled up. I could hear and feel the couch creak as Toby sat down and touched my back. He said, "I saw all those tweets." his voice was hoarse, he paused but then continued, "Why would you consider that?" There was a long silence, I pulled the blanket from over me around my neck. Toby looked at me, his face was red, he was sitting crisscross. Toby pulled me in his lap and held me tight, I had my head leaning on his chest listening to his heartbeat.
After a while I got up and Toby immediately got up and carried me to the computer and he logged in his twitter and replied to the girl, he typed "Listen, you think you know me but you don't. You're all of 11 years and think you know someone who you probably never met. There is no reason that you should be hating on my girl, she makes me happy and that should be all you really care about if you are a true buscus." I looked up at him and he leaned down and kissed me, I was happy that he stood up for me and so many people commented saying that's the sweetest thing ever.
Toby carried me to his bedroom and he said "I'm so sorry that you had to see that." I replied "At least you saved m..." he cut me off with a kiss and we both laid down on his bed. I said something funny and Toby tickled me for saying it, we started wrestling until he pinned me down. He was on top of me and he looked at me and his eyes sparkled like diamonds, I leaned forewarn to kiss him and Gryphon started to bark and jump at the bed, Toby helped him up and started to kiss my neck but Gryphon jumped on him and made him laugh.
I sat up and pet Gryphon, Toby left and gave Gryphon some food and called him. I never seen a dog run so fast and Toby ran back to the bedroom and jumped on the bed and got on top of me again and started to gently kiss me.
Toby started to kick off my pink pajama pants and I noticed that he was wearing his penguin boxers. I giggled and he kissed my neck, I started to take off my shirt and he helped me take it off I had on a bra so I was relieved (I love him but don't wanna show him everything yet) I got a call right as he pulled the covers over us.
I immediately answered it, turns out that it was Kayleigh "Are you okay? How are you handling the assholes?" I said "I'm just fine and was having a lot of fun if you know what I mean. Just not what you're thinking." she said "Ohh Shane and I did that after your party! Hahah." I said "Woah now. You never told me about this." I watched Toby whimper and sticking out his bottom lip saying "pwease hurwy. I wub you." I told Kayleigh that I had to go and Toby got excited.
He said "Wait what day is it?" I said "I don't know, like Friday or something. I don't keep track of the days." Toby said "Quick go to your house and get your bikini! I'm taking you to the beach!"
I drove to my house and threw on my bathing suit and grabbed my camera, beach towel, and sunscreen. I ran outside and saw Toby in his car ready and had a big bag of beach stuff. On the way there I saw some more nasty tweets and got a little upset, Toby grabbed my hand and said "It'll be alright baby, just don't listen to them." I smiled at him and just listened to the music in his car.
