I looked at Toby and said softly "what if YouTube didn't exist?" I felt him tense up at the thought he replied "I don't even want to think about YouTube not being around, it would mean I wouldn't have met you and I don't want to even think about not having you." I looked at my wall and he followed my gaze to see a picture of me and another guy kissing. He got up and asked who it was, I sighed and said "he was my boyfriend before I moved to California, I loved him but he didn't support me on my YouTube career so I broke up with him. Sometimes he would call me up and say how much he misses me and how much he still loves me." Toby looked at the picture and noticed he was muscular and kinda good looking he asked "do you still have feelings for him?" I swallowed and said "if I hadn't met you I would be with him..." Toby's eyes widened and he said "now is that the truth? I see how much you care about me." I said "no baby. It's not like that, if YouTube didn't exist I would be with him. But I love you now not him." Toby looked up from the picture and said "why, why do you love me? That guy was good looking and..." I cut him off and said " Jared lacked one thing that you have.. You believed in me when he didn't and you're nicer to me when stuff like this would happen." Toby said "so you're over him?" I replied "yes. I want you." I got up and wrapped my arms around him and Toby kissed my forehead, I took a second and pushed him away and said "woah, woah now what about you? I told you what I would do and I think you should do the same." he froze and said "okay... I had this girl in mind and she was kinda into me and she went to my college. I almost asked her out but I saw that she had a thing with my roommate, I wish I could've unseen what happened." I hugged him tight and said thank god YouTube exists. I can't imagine how it would be without you." I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him, Toby pushed me onto my bed and stared into my eyes and I got weak. We got under my covers and cuddled. I got up to get some water and I sat on the couch and finished it but got too tired to go back upstairs and I fell asleep on the couch.
I woke up and felt something holding me tight I opened my eyes and saw that Toby wedged himself between the me and the couch. I turned to him to see that he was wide awake and I buried my face into his neck and asked "did I fall asleep on the couch?" Toby replied with "yup. I got worried so I came downstairs and saw you on the couch and thought there's probably enough room for one more." I laughed and looked at his face and he said "I decided to squeeze my way between you and the couch and wrapped my arms around you and I fell asleep and slept like a babybuscus." I got up and went into the kitchen and saw that he closed his eyes and pretended to sleep. I continued to make coffee and I walked back to the couch and sat by him and played with his hair until he said in a deep voice "what I can't take a nap?" and I said "you were pretending, you don't snore in your sleep." Toby said "god dangit! You know me too well." I grabbed his hand and tried to pull him off the couch as he said softly "can you please just bring my coffee to me?" I said sure and poured him and I a cup of coffee and he sat up and said "what are we going to do today?" I said "well, considering you haven't put up a main channel video yet you have to do something for a video." Toby said "oh yeah! And well you have to do something too I haven't seen any new videos on your main channel this week." I said "not really all I have to do is edit that video of us and post it cause my subs like seeing stuff like that." Toby said "can you help me come up with a video idea? I'll do anything just as long as its good." I looked at him and said "how about a parody of a new song on the radio. It can be like a pool party and Shane, Jack, Kayleigh, and Olga can help out and bring over some people." Toby said harshly "everyone but Olga. Once she finds out that we're dating she's going to get mad." after about an hour and a half of getting all the words written out we got dressed and went to his house. He got everything set up and started singing what we had written out and then I had to sing the back up parts for him and as I was finishing the person that Toby didn't want to see the most knocked furiously at the door. I stopped and went into his fridge and got a water bottle and sat on the couch as Toby answered the door and Olga barged in and turned to Toby as he sat on the couch next to me. She pulled out her phone and pulled up his latest tweet "Gonna start on the new video in a few minutes my girlfriend is helping set up and is going to sing backup. :)" she asked him "what the hell is this shit?!" Toby stood up and said "Olga you aren't in charge of my life. So how about you mind your own damn business and get over me!" I have never seen him this mad, and I could tell she was thinking the same. Toby continued his rant "I don't need you trying to ruin my relationship, I don't need you stalking my personal life, and I sure as hell don't need you acting like I love you back. You ended the relationship the second time and I was sad about it and now that I've moved on I don't need you weighing in on my new relationship." My jaw dropped and I looked at her to see her almost tearing up. I got up and walked her outside and told her "Toby is just kinda upset that you interrupted us working on the music for his new video." she wiped a tear away and said "I've never seen him so passionate over the love for another girl. I mean you guys have only been dating for almost a week and he's so in love. Seeing him like that with you makes me remember that Toby loved me to a certain degree, but he loves you truly and deeply." I gave her a hug and offered her to be in the video and she said yes. I walked her back inside and Toby had his head in his hands and looked up and said "Olga I'm sorry I..." she cut him off and said "no I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gotten so involved in your relationship with a girl as wonderful as her. I just got jealous that you were so into her and seemed so in love that I missed us." Toby held out his arms and she ran in for a hug. After that Olga decided to hang out with us and watch me finish recording. It was a big mistake when I welcomed her. When Toby was putting it together and editing she sat next to him and leaned on him while he was editing. I can't believe I was thinking it but I thought she was trying to steal him from me. I eyed her and thought more and more about how much I wanted to call her out for it. Right then Toby got up and went to the bathroom my perfect chance to so I quickly sat in his chair and said "I know you want him back and I can see it in your eyes how you want him to love you and take you back." she looked at me hastily and said "oh look who caught on, I'm surprised someone as smart as Toby hasn't already figured it out and called me out on it." Toby walked out as she said "yes I want Toby back and yes I'm trying to get you out of the picture by loving on him to make him like me again so he would leave you for me." then I looked at him and quickly at her and said "well looks like your plan is ruined." and her gaze fell on Toby and she muttered "shit." Toby pointed at the door and said "Olga get out. I'll deal with you later." she got up and flicked me off as I said "have a nice drive home bitch." Toby wrapped his arms around me and asked "how did you know she wanted me back?" I replied "simple she was all over you when you were editing, gazing at your eyes like I would. *barf sound* it made me sick." Toby laughed and said "I would still choose you, you're my number one." he kissed me on the cheek and I admit it I blushed like crazy and he smiled when he saw. I buried my head into him and he walked me over to his computer and he sat down and I watched him edit while I rested my head on his shoulder.
