Broken

Chapter 8: Regret

*Harry*
I had woken up with a sort of refreshed feeling. Almost like I had woken up from a deep sleep. Sleeping with Emma made me feel that way, like everything in my life was okay. But really it wasn't. For starters my father who divorced my mom and decided to not even see us as kids now wants back in my life, which is not happening! Second, Zayn has told us that he is planning on proposing to Perrie which is awesome but it then creates controversy on the band.
Thirdly, I have been getting a lot of beef with Taylor Swift as she's now releasing her new album which had a blatantly obvious song about me entitled Style.
If that doesn't get any worse, I now am suppose to stay single for a while until the media calms down about me getting around and accusing me of being a womanizer.

I rolled over the other side of the bed to see Emma's beautiful face but next to me was an empty space of sheets bunched up.
I'm guessing Em went downstairs. I just hope she didn't scurry off. I truly love her and hope that I hadn't screwed up everything.
I walked downstairs to find the back door a jar. That has to mean that Em's back there. I walked out onto the back patio to find Em in a teal silk robe with her hair flowing back into the wind as she sat peacefully in a pool chair with her coffee sitting on the table next to her. She was looking out over the entire city of L.A. as the sunrise was peaking out over the horizon.

I cupped my arms around her top torso, hugging her from behind. Then I planted a kiss on her cheek which I guess surprised her as she hadn't heard me.
"Good morning beautiful." I said as I pulled up another chair to sit down in and drank a sip of Em's coffee. We like our coffee that same almost all the time, a bit of cream and sugar but on rare occasions I have mine black.
"Who are you to take what you want?" Emma said a bit pissed off, grabbing the coffee out of my hands as she held it in hers.
"What are you talking about?" I asked laughing a bit at her seriousness.
"Just get out of my house!" Emma said calmly as she stood up and pointed to the door.
"That's not what you said last night!" I said cheekily to her making a slight smirk.
"Never speak of last night again. If anyone finds out ..." She started to say but I finished her thought knowing exactly what she meant.
"If anyone find out you'll kill me. I know! I'm not a stupid idiot if I recall." I said leaning back in the chair.
"I think you are stupid enough to humiliate yourself in public as well as humiliate me!" She said raising her voice as she meant the singing her name incident last week.
"Doesn't your so called 'boyfriend' humiliate himself all the time in public?" I asked turning it on her instead of me.
"He does pranks in public and he humiliated himself so people can laugh not make controversy over. And he is Not my 'boyfriend', not yet at least." She said back to me in her I'm smarter than you voice. "Anyhow why the fuck are you still here? This is my place and I want you out!"
"Okay, okay. Just let me get my stuff. But I thought you actually wanted me back last night." I said cooperating with her demands as I raised my hands in surrender and stood up.
"What did I say, don't speak of last night again! Obviously I was out of it and wasn't thinking because if I was I wouldn't have hooked up with you!" And that was the last thing she said to me before I grabbed my shirt and she slammed the front door on me.

Man what has my life come to. First I think we are starting to go back to having something together but then she goes off and I'm right back where I started. Fuck this!
I decided I need someone who really knows Em to try and help me fix things with her so I go to the only person I know that's best friends with Em. I go to Selena for help.

*Emma*
Who the fuck does he think he is. Trying to get back with me! I made a mistake and if I could I would but now I have to move past it and completely get rid of him from my life.
I can't forgive him from what he did in the past. It's just so unbearable. I rather be single than not know my relationship status. I mean look at Selena, Justin and her are always off and on again and it breaks my heart to she her like that. One moment she's happy and then the other she's devastated. That was until she decided to end t for good with Justin making her life so much better.
I can't imagine going through that. I want a guy who I can trust and know that he loves me as much as I love him at the end of the day no matter what happens.
That is why I choose Beau. Sure he may have this bad guy image more than Harry but really he is sweet, kind, and loving. Even when we broke up I was able to forgive him less than a year after breaking up and just be friends. Harry on the other hand can't learn that just being friends is a step up from being exes.