(((This is a very confusing chapter)))
I took a sip of my coffee as I admired Dan's cute giggles.
I was at Starbucks with Dan, but I don't remember walking to Starbucks or anything... But who cares?! I'm sitting in front of the most gorgeous man in the universe!!!
I looked at his hands. His beautiful, beautiful hands.
Wait! What are those? (What are thoooose! I had to)
I looked at his wrists covered in...cuts...
I think he noticed.
"Well, I gotta go now", he said, dammit was it really that obvious that I was looking at his wrists.?
"Alright, see you another day?", I asked shyly hoping he'd say yes.
"Sure...", well, that's close to a yes!
We got out of our seats and hugged.
I couldn't take my mind off those cuts. In the corner of my eyes I could see them.
Wait! Who's crying?
There was a loud crying noise.
I looked at Dan and felt my heart shadder into peaces when I see him.
His eyes were red and puffy and he had a waterfall pouring down his cheeks. He let go of me and took a few steps back.
I noticed that I wasn't even in Starbucks anymore, I was in a dark room and all I could see was Dan. I also didn't have my coffee with me... :(
"D-dan?"
"I said I GOTTA GO!", the word go echoed.
Panick started taking over me.
"I don't WANT YOU TO GO!",I screamed.
"Then you should've saved me before! I saved you, so why didn't you do the same for me?!", he continued sobbing.
What did he mean by that?
My heart stopped as I saw his hair slowly started to fall to the floor and he got paler, and paler, and weaker, and weaker.
"DAN!"
I started running towards him, but I was to late... He collapsed on the floor.
I fell to my knees and started sobbing. It killed me to see him laying on the ground, looking so pale and lifeless.
"DAN!!!", I screamed for the billionth time.
And with that, I woke up.
~~~reality~~~
I jumped about an inch into the air. It was just a dream...an awfully terrifying dream. But what did it mean?
Whatever. I should just start getting ready to meet him again at Starbucks.
~~~later in Starbucks ~~~
I walked in and saw Dan standing in line and on his flip phone. He looked up and smiled when he saw me. UGGHH HIS SMILE'S SO FREAKING ASJFHSNXISN!!! I SWEAR, HIS CUTENESS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME! :3
I walked in line next to him and smiled. "Hey", I hugged him and he hugged back.
"Finally, I was about to text you buuut now you're here", awww :3
After we ordered our coffees, we sat down and started to talk.
I grabbed my coffee but quickly jumped and made a very inhuman squeak noise. Ouch I burnt myself. :( but I don't care. I took a sip from my coffee as I admired Dan's cute giggles.
I took a quick peek at his wrists as I remembered that nightmare. Fuck. His wrists looked the same as they did in my nightmare...
Cliffhanger-ish :D
I don't really know what to say buuut sorry if I confused you in the beginning of the chapter ^-^
Anyway
Ilysm <3