Chapter 3: I Wanna Help

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(((This is a very confusing chapter)))

I took a sip of my coffee as I admired Dan's cute giggles.

I was at Starbucks with Dan, but I don't remember walking to Starbucks or anything... But who cares?! I'm sitting in front of the most gorgeous man in the universe!!!

I looked at his hands. His beautiful, beautiful hands.

Wait! What are those? (What are thoooose! I had to)

I looked at his wrists covered in...cuts...

I think he noticed.

"Well, I gotta go now", he said, dammit was it really that obvious that I was looking at his wrists.?

"Alright, see you another day?", I asked shyly hoping he'd say yes.

"Sure...", well, that's close to a yes!

We got out of our seats and hugged.

I couldn't take my mind off those cuts. In the corner of my eyes I could see them.

Wait! Who's crying?

There was a loud crying noise.

I looked at Dan and felt my heart shadder into peaces when I see him.

His eyes were red and puffy and he had a waterfall pouring down his cheeks. He let go of me and took a few steps back.

I noticed that I wasn't even in Starbucks anymore, I was in a dark room and all I could see was Dan. I also didn't have my coffee with me... :(

"D-dan?"

"I said I GOTTA GO!", the word go echoed.

Panick started taking over me.

"I don't WANT YOU TO GO!",I screamed.

"Then you should've saved me before! I saved you, so why didn't you do the same for me?!", he continued sobbing.

What did he mean by that?

My heart stopped as I saw his hair slowly started to fall to the floor and he got paler, and paler, and weaker, and weaker.

"DAN!"

I started running towards him, but I was to late... He collapsed on the floor.

I fell to my knees and started sobbing. It killed me to see him laying on the ground, looking so pale and lifeless.

"DAN!!!", I screamed for the billionth time.

And with that, I woke up.

~~~reality~~~

I jumped about an inch into the air. It was just a dream...an awfully terrifying dream. But what did it mean?

Whatever. I should just start getting ready to meet him again at Starbucks.

~~~later in Starbucks ~~~

I walked in and saw Dan standing in line and on his flip phone. He looked up and smiled when he saw me. UGGHH HIS SMILE'S SO FREAKING ASJFHSNXISN!!! I SWEAR, HIS CUTENESS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME! :3

I walked in line next to him and smiled. "Hey", I hugged him and he hugged back.

"Finally, I was about to text you buuut now you're here", awww :3

After we ordered our coffees, we sat down and started to talk.

I grabbed my coffee but quickly jumped and made a very inhuman squeak noise. Ouch I burnt myself. :( but I don't care. I took a sip from my coffee as I admired Dan's cute giggles.

I took a quick peek at his wrists as I remembered that nightmare. Fuck. His wrists looked the same as they did in my nightmare...

Cliffhanger-ish :D

I don't really know what to say buuut sorry if I confused you in the beginning of the chapter ^-^

Anyway
Ilysm <3

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