I Don't Mind

Chapter 1

I came home and started watching some Dan & Phil videos on my IPod because why not?
I heard a loud sound and I know what it meant, my drunk dad is here.
Well you see my mom died when I was 14 years old , she was involved in a car crash, after that happened my dad started to abuse me physically.
"AMANDA COME HERE WHY ARE YOU UPSTAIRS, ARE YOU HAVING SEX?"
Psh yeah right, I mean I don't mind doing that with Dan (;
My dad opened the door aggressively and started to pull my hair , he kicked my stomach and punched my face. He stopped and said "YOU'RE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT, YOU'RE JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER".
He left my room and I started crying, what really hurt me was what he said about my mother.
I tried keeping my mind off everything and started to listen to some music while laying down on my bed.
I checked what day it was and I realized tomorrow I will be officially 18 , meaning I can get out of this hell.
It was 10:47 pm and I decided to take a shower, after that I put on some random shorts and a plain white shirt.
I logged on my YouTube channel to see how many views on my recent video which was a cover of "Drag Me Down" {buy it on ITunes btw ;) } it only had 267 views , oh whale, you see I can play the guitar and sing , but it's not good.
I continued to randomly click on videos until I realized it was 3am already.
That means I can leave, I'm 18 wow.
I started to pack some stuff that I needed, I don't know where I'll go to, but I won't care as long I'm away from here.
I went into my closet and got my mom's photo album of us together, I couldn't just leave it here.
I accidentally dropped it, well I mean I do have butter hands, and I saw that there was a letter It said: "Hello beautiful , if you're reading this is because I'm in heaven watching you, I left this photo album for you to remind you all the wonderful moments we had, I left you some money for emergencies, I just hope you know how much I love you stay strong beautiful and keep that pretty smile of yours
-Love your mother" {NAH IT'S A BITCH, jkjkjk from ppl?no? Okay.}
I felt tears rolling down my cheeks, I miss her so much.
I saw the money she left me , it was more than enough to buy an airplane ticket.
I quickly searched on the internet (well duh) if there was any airplane ticket at the moment to where I always wanted to go , Australia.
I saw there was still some tickets left, I immediately jumped off the window because I know my dad was probably down stairs sleeping on the couch.
I landed safely since it's not that high, and quickly ran to the airport, it took me about 15 minutes.
I arrived and went to buy my ticket , I took a seat while waiting when a about 20- 21ish guy sat next to me.
"Hey" he said while smiling.
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HI guys , I know this is crap, I'm not good at writing so that explains everything . English is not my first language and I'm sorry for some grammar mistakes :/
I'm currently waiting for my dentist appointment so I was like "HEY HOW ABOUT I WRITE A STORY WHILE WAITING FOR MY APPOINTMENT" so yeAH.
Well sorry for the crappy chapter lol.
Oh and I'm going to just post random videos on the side or idek ,
Creds to whoever made that video, yoU'RE BOOTYFUL

Have a great day you guys ✨

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