The Casanova's Game

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Chapter Eight

I can't understand why some people kept on apologizing, I get that they want forgiveness and they will get it eventually but they have to understand that the people who was hurt need some time ― a lot of time perharps to reflect what they need to do. By all means they was hurt, the wounds are still there, it takes a lot of time to heal especially if it caused deep-seated wound.

I promptly sat down on the grass when I found a good spot to kill time isinandal ko ang ulo ko sa body ng tree and closed my eyes, spare ko ngayon kaya nagpunta ako dito there's nothing else to do aside from hanging out by myself kasi lahat sila ay may pasok.

Usually kapag ganitong spare ako I would hook up with someone I just meet so I don't get bored, I tend to get bored easily 'cause I suck at waiting I don't have enough patience but for now I am not in the mood because of what happened last night. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ba balik ng balik sa akin ang mga sinabi ko sa kanya nang gabing 'yon I don't know why it kept on recurring to me how the tears streamed down his face, it kept on recurring to me how hurt he was when I said those words, I don't know what is happening to me.

Oh life, why are you so complicated? You make my life a lot easier and then suddenly you'll take it back and make it harder than it was before, I don't get you. I am okay, my life is okay until my father came back, he was doing all the possible ways just to win my forgiveness. Ayoko, ayokong patawadin ang ama ko sa ginawa niya, I know people tend to make mistakes but we can choose not to, 'yung sinasabi nilang wala silang choice? they're wrong of course they have choices but they are always choosing the wrong things. Not that I am being judgemental, it's just only my opinion.

"Hey," I heard someone said so I opened my eyes only to see Nathan, who's face is just a few inches away from me. Grabe naman 'to makadikit ng mukha ang laki-laki naman ng space.

I placed my hand at his face and pushed him away from my face "Pwede ba? Lumayo-layo ka sa pagmumukha ko, ang laki-laki naman ng space!" iritado kong sabi sa kanya, then I sit properly but naka inndian sit pa din ako.

If he was thinking that we are friends now because he did me a favor well he's wrong, we're not even close, 'di porke I told him about about my ex- boyfriend and my bestfriend e close na kami sinabi ko lang naman sa kanya 'yun kasi dinala niya ako sa park, if he didn't bring me to the park I wouldn't tell him about them.

Umiling-iling siya at umupo sa tabi ko "I thought we were passed this stage? Bakit ang sungit mo pa din?" he asked me as if mocking me. Wala bang ibang alam 'tong lalaki 'to kung hindi ang mangasar?

I glared at him "You're wrong we are not pass through this yet, and why are you even here? irita kong sabi sa kanya.

He shrugged his shoulders "Sinasamahan kita, kawawa ka naman eh ang loner mo." asar pa niyang sabi sa akin.

Kinurot ko naman siya ng pagkadiin-diin sa braso niya "Oww!" sigaw niya habang pilit na tinatanggal ang pagkakakurot ko sa kanya, serves you right asshole 'pag ganitong wala ako sa mood eh.

"Isabelle! Stop! It hurts!" reklamo niya sa akin, may awa naman ako kahit papaano kaya naman tinanggal ko na ang pagkakakurot ko sa kanya.

I smirked at him "Little tip, don't piss a girl off if she's not in the mood." I said mockingly.

He he folded his sleeves and check his shoulder if it has bruise, lucky bastard he didn't get a bruise but his arms was so red though, sayang naman at hindi nagpasa tsk.

"Pasalamat ka babae ka, if you were a boy I would've punch you right in the face! Ang sakit mo mangurot! Bwisit ka!" medyo iritang niyang sabi.

Ako naman pigil ang pagtawa ko kasi naman sobrang asar siya ngayon haha "Lucky me I am girl," asar ko pang sabi at nginitian ko siya ng mapanloko haha.