EXO One-Shots

Good To You (SuLay)

I'm back! I wanted to update sooner than this, but my depression was getting bad for a little while and I didn't work on anything. But I just finished this one, and it being SuLay and all automatically makes it one of my favorite things I've ever written.

This one is smutty, for those who don't like that, this is the warning. It's from Suho's POV. Here are the lyrics, then the story begins!

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Everyone's around, no words are coming now.
And I can't find my breath, can we just say the rest with no sound.
And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up.
And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when you need it.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone.
And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.

I would.

I thought I saw a sign somewhere between the lines.
Maybe it's me, maybe I only see what I want.
And I still have your letter just got caught between
Someone I just invented, who I really am and who I've become.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone.
And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.

Whoa
You bring me higher.
Yeah.
I would.

And now I do want you to know I hold you up above everyone.
And now I do want you to know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.

I'd be good to you [3x]
I'd be so good to you
I'd be good to you [3x]
I'd be so good to you

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Have you ever fallen in love with your best friend and finally got up the nerve to confess to them and they rejected you, saying they didn't want your friendship to be ruined, and everything pretty much stayed the same way it was, you falling more for them every time you saw them while they dated a hundred other people, constantly getting hurt and wishing you could be the one person that never hurt them in the end?

Story of my life.

I fell in love with Yixing, my best friend, our freshman year of high school, after we had been best friends for a year. I spent a year being afraid to tell him my real feelings, afraid he would reject me or stop being my friend. After I finally found the courage to tell him, he said he liked me too, but didn't want our friendship to be ruined, so in the end we stayed friends, acting like we always had, but with that lingering feeling almost always in the forefront of my thoughts.

After high school, we both got jobs and moved in together, again, just as friends. We had separate bedrooms and even separate bathrooms. Yixing had a lot of relationships while I hadn't dated anyone since freshman year. Every time one of his relationships ended and I was the one there to pick up the pieces, I made sure to remind him that I was always still an option, but I was turned down over and over again, always with the same reason he told me since the first time.

I knew he had feelings for me. It was obvious every time he would sleep with me for a couple nights after a break up. He was a cuddler, but when he slept in my bed, he never let go of me, for the whole night. It always felt good when it was happening, but when he would bring home the next guy, I always regretted it. But that never stopped me from letting it happen the next time. I couldn't help it; I was in love with him.

I'd always be in love with him.

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It was Saturday, and after a long week at work, I finally had the day off. I just wanted to spend the day lying around the house, forgetting about everything and gorging myself on junk food.