EXO One-Shots

All To Myself (KaiSoo)

I have to say, KaiSoo is definitely not my favorite EXO ship, but I think I had the most fun writing this one. This one does have smut, so fair warning. Which is probably why I had more fun with this one. This is from Kai's point of view. So here are the lyrics, and here we go!

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I don't patronize, I realize
I'm losing and this is my real life.
I am half asleep, and I am wide awake.
This habit is always so hard to break.

I don't want to be the bad guy,
I've been blaming myself and I think you know why.
I'm killing time, and time's killing you
Every way that I do.

Did you say "please just follow me?"
I thought you wanted me.
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

Please just follow me.
I thought you wanted me.
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try to suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like some one else

I'm under the gun, you're like the only one.
I just can't decide what I'm running from.
This isn't what I wanted, but
I can't keep my filthy fucking mouth shut.

It's not enough, it's never enough.
I wish I could breathe without getting it stuck.
Can't focus it, but I try it
over and over again.

Na na, na na, na.
Na na, na na, na na.
Na na, na na, na.
Na na, na na, na na.

Please just follow me?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like...

Did you say "Please just follow me"?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I can't stay with someone else,
I'll try and suck it up,
I just can't fuck it up,
I want you all to myself.

Did you say "Please just follow me"?
I thought you wanted me,
Cause I want you all to myself.
I can try and suck it up,
I just can't suck it up.
Make me feel like someone else.

Na na, na na, na.

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Kyungsoo had been my best friend since before we even started school. Practically since birth. Our dad's were friends in high school and ended up starting a law firm together after college, so we were destined to know each other even before we were born.

But that was where I had always believed our links destinies to end. I was convinced that we would never end up being more and that I was destined to be tortured by his presence for the rest of my life. Because, like all great tragic love stories, I had fallen in love with my best friend. And like all great tragic love stories, he didn't love me back.

But then again, why would he? Everything about him was perfect. From his gorgeous brown eyes, to those irresistible heart-shaped lips, to the way his height seemed like the perfect match for me. Every time I saw him I fall even more in love with him than before. But he had no reason to love me. What was great about me? I was awkwardly shy around new people. I was a pretty good dancer, but that didn't help me in real life since I was highly clumsy, always dropping things and falling.

Why would he ever love me?

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Every Friday and Saturday night, we took turns staying at each other's house overnight. Kind of like a boy's night sleepover. And we had kept up the tradition even though we were juniors in high school now. This weekend we were staying at Kyungsoo's, since his parents were out of town and we would have the house to ourselves both nights, therefore we could be as loud as we wanted to without his parents yelling at us.