Wing it

3- Twitter Picture

"Mom?" Yell as I open the door of our house.
"Alex I'm in my room" she yells back.
I run to my room and put on shorts and a halter top. I look very 90's. I brush my teeth and over do the body spray before I go into my moms room.
"So lady what are our plans for tonight?"
"Well like every Sunday we are going to the community center" she says from her bathroom.
"Oh and that's all?"
"I don't kn-What the fuck are you wearing!"
"What you don't like my outfit?" I ask smirking.
"Go change right now into something a little more modest... I am not raising a slut!"
"Alright... Alright calm down" I laugh as I watch her fume.
I go into my room and pick out some Capri pants and a pink button up shirt... I look like a mom straight out of a home and gardens magazine but despite that it'll make my mom happy.
"See you look adorable and grown up" she says as I come out of my room and sit in the living room with her.
"Yeah- whatever"
"Alrighty then... Let's go"
I'm not going to say I hate volunteering at the comment center because I get to meet some petty awesome people... But the majority of the people I meet here are rude and hateful. I mean I don't know what made you hate the world but I'm sorry I'm just trying to help so if you could not be a dick that would be great.
"Thank you guys for all of your help!" The lead volunteer lady calls out as all of the volunteers gathering their things to leave.
A few mumbles were said in return but I couldn't focus on what was going on.
"Mom I'm going to to car"
"Ok- I'll be right there"
My thoughts were everywhere as I turned on my phone and a flood of messages popped up...

Charlie-
-So why didnt you tell me!
-Your Butt is going to be everywhere!
-ALEX!
-Alex you slut!
-Answer me!
-Quit being a bitch!
-Oh you're busy being a good girl
-Wow you are such a hypocrite
-Message me back

Jess-
-If your mom sees that picture I'm not covering for you

Unknown-
-Hey... Is this Alex?

What the fuck is going on!

I quickly text the unknown number back and get an almost instant reply
Me- yeah...
Unknown- Oh hey it's Calum

I can't help but smile at his message.
Before I respond I text Jess
Me- what picture?
Jess- you haven't seen it!
Me- I've been busy
Jess- you're all over Twitter
Me- just send me the picture

I go back to Calum
Me- umm hi
Calum- so have you seen it?
Me- seen what?
Calum-The picture...

Fuck. I quickly open Twitter and I don't see anything unusual so I type in calums name and sure enough it was hard to tell it was me because my face wasn't really showing  but there I was in my slutty dress with my fingers entangled in his hair with his hands scrunching the bottom of the dress to where the bottom half of my ass was hanging out and our lips locked in messy kiss... Fuck.

Me- I just saw it.
Calum- so umm...
Me- there is no umm you need to get it off!
Calum- I'm not a genie
Me- well what the fuck am I going to do
Calum- I don't know... I'm in just as much shit but mine involves other things... If anyone finds out who you are you could get hurt.
Me- I'm not afraid of some crazy fangirls
Calum- is there anything I can do 
Me- I don't think so...
Calum- sorry

I go back to texting jess
Me- I saw the picture
Jess- And?
Me- and I'm toast if anyone finds out its me
Jess- well it is kind of hard to tell its you
Me- thanks Jess and if I get caught I won't drag you down with me.
Jess- ok girl I've gtg bye
Me- bye

I decide to text Charlie since it was her genius idea to go out last night. I wouldn't be in this mess in the first place if I didn't agree to come out with her.

Me- What do you want
Charlie- congrats on scoring a BB.
Me- what the fuck am I going to do?
Charlie- piss off their fans more...you need a guy to fuck why not him.
Me- I'm not into him like that
Charlie- well I sort of stalked them and found that they are here for about week doing interviews and stuff...
Charlie- and your picture says other wise.. Dirty bitch.
Me- Oh look who just became a fan girl
Charlie- fucking cunt I'm not a fan girl you douche bag I'm trying to help you!
Me- I have to go
Charlie- whatever bye message me if you hear anything else

"Sorry I was just talking to Sandra" My mom says as she slides into the car.
Who the fuck is Sandra?
"Oh it's no problem"
"Look I can tell something is bothering you... But can you at least pretend to be happy just for the rest of the night you're pissing me off... Just do this one thing for me!" She says as her anger slips out.
"Ok I'm happy" I say as I plaster a smile on my face
"So I have a special night planned for us it's a
Happygradiversity  girls night. You know since you didn't let me celebrate your birthday graduation or acceptance into university" she says calmly.
"Sounds fabulous" I say still smiling as I roll my eyes.
"Ok so here's what we are going to do... First we are going to go eat and see that movie you've been wanting to see then we are going to marshals so I can buy you a new dress and then at the end of the night I have a special surprise for you"
"Sounds... Umm busy"
"It is so lets go"
At least she is preoccupied for tonight maybe she won't even notice  that whole picture thing. The night seemed to drag on the movie sucked but apparently my mom thought it was so hilarious because she spit water onto the lady in front of us... Now that was funny.  Dress shopping was like it always is when I'm with my mom she picks out a million dresses that look like over sized toddler dresses and I try them on until I come out and she tells which one she likes.
"Are you ready for your surprise?"
"Yeah... What is it"
"Well if I tell you it wouldn't be a surprise now close your eyes and go to sleep it's about an hour away."
I end up falling asleep on the way to wherever we were going.
"Alex... Honey wake up were here"
"I want to go home"
"Wha-"
"NOW!"
"But I thought... This has always been your dr- you and Jay used to talk about coming here all the time"
"It's not the same now... It will never be the same! I want to go home NOW!"
"Fine"
The car rid home was silent and awkward. How dare her take me there without Jay. That was suppose to be  special just me and Jay. But the world is a fucked up place and that will never happen... I will never see Jay again and I will never forgive myself for not being able to say goodbye.