Being Luhan's Assistant (BLA) [Luhan Fanfiction]

Chapter 27

I already packed my things. Since Luhan wants to divorce me. He told our mother that he can't get along with me. Plus, he also said to them that we just acting love with each other. I don't know how to say this. This is truly sad. I can't even sleep at night because thinking of this.

I'm sad? Yes. I truly love him. More like I will never live without him. But why.. Why he being like this? Maybe.. He had another one?

Is that the girl who said love to him? Am I right? Why?! Why he should looking for someone else?! No one appreciate me in their life. Why? My life always full with sadness! Why I can't be happy at all?! Why?! I just need someone to take care of me and love me. Why so hard people around me to accept me?! Am I too disgusting to take care of?!

Maybe just this time, I don't need people around me. They are not sincere with me... Plus, I don't want to be like this anymore. It's okay Luhan. I can't be your wife but still I can be your assistant. Just wait.

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We went out from the court each other. I clenched my fist when we parted our ways. I looked at him until he went inside his car with his manager. My eyes teary as I trying to hold my anger. "Honey, let's go. Your son must be hungry right now." omma held my both shoulder. I sighed and smile bitterly. "Araseo omma!" I smile widely but deep inside my heart. Broken. I am broken. I'm lying if I'm not sad.

As we got home, I was thinking about something I can do to be with him again. First thing comes to my mind is being his assistant back. But I have to go to gym to get my old body back. I have so many things to do. Heh.. Am I too smart?

4 Year Later..

Today, it's my new beginning as a different person and identity. I changed my name. I'm not Choi Cherry for a while. I am Choi Hana, I am the new assistant of Luhan. Why I'm being like this? First of all, I want him back. I want he knows that I need him. Our son needs him too.

I'm wearing a mask. I mean another face. I don't want he knows that I'm stalking him. "Choi Hana, Luhan already waiting for you in his changing room. You can go there now." His manager said. I bowed and headed to his room. I'm standing in front of his door room, with my shaking hands knocked on his door.

"Come in." I heard his voice. The voice that I really missed. I shut my eyes tightly and opened the door. I saw him with a blonded hair. Woah, he's really a good looking. No wonder I loved him. "Anyyeonghaseyo, Na Choi Hana imnida!" I bowed 90 degrees. I could feel he staring at me. "Your voice." He said. I slowly lifted my head to meet his gaze but he turned around and being confused.

"Sir? Is there anything wrong?" I asked. He looked at me and smile bitterly. "So you're the new one?" I nodded. "Good, this is my schedule and things you have to do." He said, smiling. I smile sadly looking at him. I miss him. Jinjja.. If I can hug him now. I will do it.

"Hana?" I flinched. "Y-Yes?!" I cupped my mouth. Oh no why I'm raising my voice?! "It's okay. By the way, I have a photoshoot after this. Please help me." He said. I quickly nodded my head and followed him from behind.

When he take off his shirt. I've become nervous. I took his suit for the photoshoot and handed to him. He took it without looking at me. I'm standing there watching him at the same time. My eyes teary as I staring at his face. He so cute. I smile weakly when I thinking at the thought.

Suddenly, his phone is ringing. I turned around to look where is his phone. "Please give it to me." I nodded my head and grabbed his phone. I saw Mei is calling. I knew it. That girl. As he answered his phone.

"Yes Honey." Honey.. The words he always said to me. He used it with someone else now. "Yeah, alright. But I have a photoshoot right now. So just come to my room." He said, smiling. He happy without me.. While me.. Having a hard time. Isn't he should missing our child? Yeah. I'm not expecting he will miss me but what about our child? KimSo always asked me about him. I just could only showed to him that his father just on the magazine and tv.

"Err, Hana. When someone come here. Just ask she to come in. Okay?" He smile and walked out from the room. I burst into tears. Finally, I cried. I just couldn't hide my feelings anymore. I miss him so much. This is too hard for me to see him with someone else. You know to me, he is the one who makes me happy on the first place. He understands me. But why he leave me..

"Anyyeonghaseyo~ oh! Hi! You must be his new assistant right?" That girl.. I wiped my tears quickly before turning around. "Oh ne! Anyyeonghaseyo." I bowed 90 degrees. "You are really cute." She said. I lowered my head and smile weakly. But she more prettier than me. Oh for your information miss Mei. This is not my real face.

"I guess you don't know about me. I'm Feng Xing Mei. Luhan's girlfriend." She whispered the last word. I smile bitterly. I knew it Miss Mei. "Oh. Great. You are really suitable for him. You're pretty enough!" I said while giggling. She blushed and tucked her hair beside her ear. We both having seat across each other having a conversation.

"Me and Luhan known each for a long time ago. Since we are high school. But then he had to leave me which mean he had to be a trainee in SM. So he promised to me that he will come back but now. Here we are." She smile widely. My heart clenched. Oh.. So she's the one who he had told me before. "Wow.. So sweet both of you." I said with teary eyes. Calm down. Don't cry.

I know now that I am not deserve to him. Look, he really happy with Mei. I'm really regret that we married.

"You know what, he married with someone before. I think her name is.. Er..er.. Choi.. Choi Cherry." My eyes widened. Oh wait. How come she know about this?! "Ah.. Really?" She nodded and her sad face makes me worried. "That time.. I really feel down." My hands was shaking so bad. She looked at me with teary eyes. "Now, I'm scared he will leave me because of her. He said he already have a son with that girl. That's why I'm scared. If she does, I will never let her to take him away from me." She seriously said. I pursed my lips as I've become numb.

Luhan intterupted us as he opened the door with the brighter smile. "Luhan!" She greeted him. They are hugging in front of me!! Jealous?! Yes! I am. Hurts too. "Err.. Luhan ssi. I go out first okay?" He nodded his head. I walked to the door and turned my gaze to them for the last time before I'm going out.

Dammit! I hate this.