Being Luhan's Assistant (BLA) [Luhan Fanfiction]

Chapter 30

CHERRY'S POV

"KimSo.. Listen.. Why you have to call him your appa? I told you. You have to call him Uncle. Even though, he is your father. He don't know me because I wear this mask! Please KimSo don't story anything at him. I know he is your appa. But we have to act okay baby? You love me right??" KimSo pouted and hugged me. "Araseo omma. I love you." I smile with teary eyes.

I'm sorry Luhan.. I'm sorry KimSo. I should let you two meet up and have fun. But.. I just can't. I'm scared to admit to him that I missing him and I barely doing this stupid job just for to being closed with you. Damn.. Did I just waste my time??

"Omma?" He pulled out the hug. I looked at him. "Can I.. Umm.. Do something here?" I chuckled. "What do you want to do?" He pecked on my lips. "Don't mad okay?!" he showed his pinky finger. I smile widely while intertwined our pinky finger. "Okay baby." I wonder what will he tell me.

"Omma.. Can you please come back to appa??" My heart clenched. I feel weak all of sudden. Thinking about Luhan, His girlfriend, my son and his mother. What will I say to this innocent kid? He just want his parents. But... How can I explain to Luhan? If he knows that I'm stalking him all this time. He might mad at me. Tsk. How worse I am. Luhan can't love me forever because of me. My attitude maybe. That's why he's leaving me.

"Omma.. Please." I stared blankly at him. "One day, we will if.. He still want me." A single tears dropped on my cheeks. KimSo jumped happily on the bed. "Yeayy! Appa will come back!!" He screamed happily. I stood up and went to the bathroom. I was crying so hard. "Damn. I'm lying." I clenched my fist tightly as I holding myself from being hurt.

The door bell ringing, I surprised. It must be Luhan!! I quickly wiped my tears and wear my fake face. I cleared my throat before I get out from the bathroom. "Omma! Someone is coming!!" He shouted. I opened the door and I was right it's Luhan. I let him in our room. "Uncle Luhan!" Luhan smile widely and lifted him up. "Wha-What are you doing here?" My voice cracked. DAMMIT! Luhan looked at me. "Just want to play with KimSo. Right KimSo?" KimSo just nodded his head. I nodded my head and sit on the edge of the bed. I'm staring at the both of them. They're so cute together as a father and son.

"Hana.. Umm.. Tomorrow morning. We have a breakfast together tomorrow." I could only nodded my head. Luhan realized my weird attitude. "Are you really okay Hana? Are you sick?" He asked while playing with KimSo. I forced myself to smile at him. He went beside me. I lowered my head to avoid his gaze. He lifted my chin up.

"Do I really too much? I'm sorry because I kiss you." He whispered the last one. I shook my head. That's not pabo! That were the best kiss ever! "Then what? You look stressed." He touched my cheeks and our eyes locked to each other. "Ani.." He went closer to me making me nervous. "Lu-Luhan." His lips curved to smile. I stared on it and smile weakly. He always making me feel like this.. Damn. I missing him.

"Mind if I'm asking..why your husband leaving you anyway? I-I know this is private. I just wondering why he leave this sweet girl?" I gulped. My heart beating unconditionally. It's you Luhan. "Omma.. I'm sleepy." He rubbed his eyes and sit on the floor. I quickly lifted him up and put him on the bed. Luhan sit on the bed beside him. "Good night KimSo ah." He kissed his cheeks. My eyes teary.

"Good night, appa." KimSo said it again. Luhan smiled. I began to cry again. I quickly excuse myself to the bathroom. I cupped my mouth and cried. This is not what I want. But this feelings making me hurts so bad.

"Hana?" Luhan called me making me flinched. I quickly wiped my tears away. When I opened the door. "Hana? Are you okay? Why are you crying???" He cupped my face. Making me even more crying. "Shhh.." He embraced me in his arms. "Luhan." I hugged him tightly. I'm waiting for this moment. I miss this. "I miss him." I blurted out. "Your ex husband?" He whispered. "Yes." Yes it's you. Luhan rubbed my back as he comforted me. "I miss someone too. It's Cherry." He suddenly said. I was taken aback. I let go his arms and looked at him.

"What?" His eyes teary. "I miss her too. Cherry." Me?? He missed me? Jinjja? "Why?" I asked. He took a deep breath. "I'm stupid. I leave her because of another girl." I gasped softly. So it's true?? I feel like I lost balance. He caught me. "Hey hey! Are you okay?" I hugged him as I really want to cry right now.

"Omma.. Can you just tell appa?" my eyes widened. Luhan looked at me with curious look. "Tell me? What?" KimSo fiddled with his finger. Dammit.. He will know!! "N-Nothing! KimSo go back to sleep, honey. Please." KimSo shook his head. "Tell appa first then I will sleep." KimSo.. Don't you dare ruin this moment.

"Tell me what? Hana?" I gulped. "Omma! Please! I just want my appa back!" He cried. I was taken aback.

LUHAN'S POV

What the hell is going on here? Why KimSo said that? Why she looks weird?

"Appa! Omma need to tell you something!" My heart beating so fast. "W-What?" Hana looks scared. "Luhan.. I'm doing this.. Just because I want to see you." What is this? "W-What? I don't get it." When she touched something on her cheeks. Slowly reveal her real face.

That.. It was..

CHERRY?