NEW GIRL

Chapter 23:I LOVE YOU

Omphile P.O.V

I drove like a mad man to Jacobs house.

I parked in the drive way as I saw the boys with their luggage and boxes next to what seems like a tour bus.

I quickly walked out and I ran up to them.

I couldn't breath and I had tears streaming down my face.

"Where's jacob?"I asked as ray gave me a odd look.

"His inside"prod asked with a look of concern on his face.

"Thank you"I walked up to the door.

It opened before I could open it.

He stood there with a box in hand.

"Omphile"he asked with confusement

He put the box down and I didn't say anything instead I hugged him.

I held him like he was air and I couldn't breath.

I cried onto his shoulder.

"I'm..so sorry"I wept

"Sorry about what?"he asked as he pulled out of the hug.

"I'm sorry for making you feel bad...I'm sorry for forgetting about you...I'm sorry for basically ditching you and leaving you and forgetting about what we almost had...I'm sorry for hurting you in any way...I'm sorry for being selfish in the sense that I only thought about my own feelings instead of thinking about yours as well...I'm sorry for not expressing my true feelings to you...jacob I'm just sorry"I said as the tears ran down my cheeks as my heart rate picked up and as he looked at me through his dark shades that he has been wearing for the past month.

"Apology excepted but I should be the one apologising not you"he said looking down

I heard him sniff.

He removed his shades revealing blood shot red eyes...bags under his eyes...those beautiful dark brown orbs replaced by lifeless orbs.

It then dawned on me that he was in fact hurting and Sandy was right the first time she thought jacob and I were dating.

She had said that I could either make or break jacob.

And right now I'm witnessing myself break him.

I swallowed the not in my throat.

I wanted to say something to comfort him but I couldn't say any thing at all.

"Omphile I-I love you more than anything on this planet...I would literally risk my life for you...I know this might sound cheesy but I would catch a grenade for you...I don't know how you did it but you made me believe in this so called magical feeling called love...Even though I hate how I get butterflies in my stomach every time I hear your name...how sweaty my hands get when I hold your hand...how I choke on my own words trying to make conversation with you...And how I literally hear angels sing when you speak..how at peace I feel when you sing and how in love I feel when I'm with you...I know that it's becuase what I feel for you is true but I don't know if you feel the same and that's what hurts me the most...it hurts that you might like some other guy over me...and that you smile everyday not becuase of me"he said

I felt awful...I just wanted to throw up....I was hopping that this is some sick nightmare and that I would wake up any minute and find everything where it was before I dated trevor...before I unfriended Sandy before jacob and I lost our connection.

"Thats the reason why I'm leaving so that these tears in your eyes won't be there anymore."he said as he pushed past me.

"Jacob wait!"I yelled after him

He stopped walking and he turned around.

"I-I may like some other guy over you but I love you over any guy any day...I would give up everything for you and I just wanted to say that I do love you back and I am truly sorry but you don't have to leave...because nothing will make me cry even more than watching you leave me forever."I said

"But what's the use...you cry even more when im around and besides we argue and fight almost all the time"he replied

"But I'd rather fight with you than love anybody else"I said as we stood close to each other.

"And I just want to be your favorite.
Your favorite hug
Your favorite smile
Your favorite Sunday routine
Your favorite walk to the park
Your favorite coffee date
Your favorite kiss
Your favorite love
Your favorite last...but I can't because I'm just going to hurt you over and over again."I was completely speech less

"Now when we meet again kiss me and tell me how much you've missed me"he said before crashing his lips into mine.

I didn't waist any second before kissing back with a huge amount of passion and I poured out all my love into that kiss and even he did the same.

We pulled away but our lips were still only centimeters apart.

"I LOVE YOU OMPHILE"

"I LOVE YOU JACOB"

And those were our final words to each other.

I watched him get onto the bus and I waited for it to leave.

I saw him pop his head out the window.

"I want you to keep this so that you will remember me forever"he said before throwing out his favorite ying yang necklace but he kept the other half.

"I will!"I yelled back.

-short I know but it's because it's only a filler chapter...
Brittney in the MM
OMPHILE♡♡