hatred ➳ rucas [ON HOLD]

Chapter 12

There's this 5th grader who just told me to shut up and go away...😂😂 I'm like "okay, someone's having a mood swing."

So I've already started writing my Girl Meets Divergent book but i will not post it until maybe next month or sooner. I'm adding fictional characters from other disney shows and if you would like to be in the book just notify me.

You guys are so nice and supportive i just wanna hug all of you! *gives virtual hugs to everyone*

xoxox

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R. I. L. E. Y.

I here the sound of my alarm clock and groan at the sound. School. I have to face everyone. I have to face people staring at me like I'm abnormal. I have to face Maya being worried about me. I have to face Missy Bradford calling me names. I'm strong now, i can face everyone.

I brush my teeth, my hair, wash my face and add whatever makeup i need. I settle on wearing denim ripped shorts, black converse and a floral top that ends just above my belly button.

I brush my wavy hair and pin up 2 strands of hair. I look at myself once more in the mirror and walk out of my room.

I walk to the kitchen and take a blueberry muffin and run out the door. I'm not caring about my parents today and their judgment. I was grounded the whole weekend.

I walk the halls of school alone and I'm already getting stares. I look away from everyone and glare at the ground. I carry my bag casually.

I hear heel clicks on the ground so i turn around. It's Maya. She doesn't seem to look disappointed with me. Does she even know?

"Maya! It feels like forever!" I try my best to sound natural but it doesn't really work. "Riles, be honest. Did you drink on the night of the party?" Her tone is so serious that it's so over whelming.

I looks down at my shoes, "yes." I mutter quietly. She sighs out of frustration. "I knew I should of been with you. I feel so bad. oh my god! Are you oka-" thats when I realise she's trying to be a good friend.

"No I'm fine. It's not your fault." I say grabbing one of her shoulders. She gives me a warm smile. I haven't seen her give me a warm smile in a long time.

I see Lucas turning a corner and heading for us. I don't know if i should tell Maya what i said to him or not. I see her eyes widen and she's about to leave me. As she walks past me she whispers something in my ear. "Show time." I nod and bite my lip.

Lucas smirks and i mouth 'show time' to him and he nods lightly. Class doesn't start until a couple of minutes. I don't know what i will do for my second act. I'll just have to improvise.

I run up to him and on my tippy toes, i hug him tightly. I'm still getting used to hugging him. His warmth is so foreign to me. His arms wrap around my waist and he strokes my hair, like I haven't seen him in a million years.

I whisper, "what do we do now?" He chuckles. "Follow my lead." I hate following Lucas Friar's lead. Who would trust him? Oh right, I forgot. I sort of trust him now. He's shown that he can be trusted in some situations.

"It's ok, don't cry. I'm here for you." He says in a concerned tone. I raise an eyebrow and smirk. Of course. He wants me to play the fragile Riley Matthews. The Riley Matthews who was cute and bubbly and didn't know anything about the world. Well that's not who i am anymore.

I let go of his grasp and he looks at me expectantly. I put on my best angry face. I bet he's going to hate me after this.

"This is all your fault! You did this to me! You let me become drunk!" I shout letting one tear slip out. I smirk for a second to make sure he sees my deviousness. "Riley..." He mutters through closed clenched teeth.