I Want You Back

Party Surprise

August
I got out today and let me tell you i missed everyone, especially Sana. I cut her off tryna give her better than someone who couldn't stay outta jail to provide for her. Her face killed me it reminded me of the bad decisions I made in the past. After what i did i started to realize I needed her. She was the first girl I fell in love with. My mama told me she was coming over around 2, when i looked at the clock it was still hella early so i decided to catch up on some sleep so i'd be ready for whatever baybeh girl was gonna throw at me.

LATER ON THAT DAY
When Jackson and I pulled into Mama's driveway, I got out fixed my clothes and he and I walked to the door with our arms wrapped around eachother. When we approached the front door Jackson ghetto ass just had to nigga knock on the door.
"Now if Mama come out here trippin' im tellin' ha it was ya ass." I told him looking at him.
"Snitch bitch."he mumbled. Before i could say anything the door swung open it was Chandra. She pulled both of us into a hung and stepped aside to let us in the house. When i stepped in the living room i seen the girls Noonie,Shay,and Kay Kay. When they seen me they smiled and said in unison "Hi Titi.",but when these heffiers seen Jackson they damn near broke their necks to give him a hug.
"Hey Chandra.",i said walking in and out of the kitchen. "Where Mama?"
"Girl she in the backyard. I think you hould go out there she got a suprise for you."she responded slightly smirking. I gave her a confuses glance then looked over at Jackson who just shrugged his shoulders as he continues to play with the girls. I walked to the back and went threw the sliding door. "Hey everybody! I'm here!"i announced to everyone in the backyard. There was barley anyone there but the main faces that stuck out to me was Travis and Melvin (August older brothers), Shantell,Mama, and James (August step dad). Shantell had a slight glare on her face when she seen me and Mel and Trav looked suprised yet excited to see me. James never acknowledged me I'm guessing it has something to do with him and Aug but who knows. Mama Sheila was only one to get up and embrace me.
"Hey baby... I'm soglad you could come."
"I didn't wanna disappoint you Mama."i said looking her in her eyes. Her face had this glow she looked restored and eager.
"So Mama whats your suprise?"she lookes at me then looked away nervously. We sat down at little white table in the middle of the grassy field away from everyone else.
"Ok baby you know how I loved how you made my baby so happy when he was here, and you kept him out of trouble. Than you were there for him when he got sent in."i nodded my head as she rambled on scared to hear what else she was gonna say.
"Wait. Wait, did something happen to Yung? Mama whats wrong why are you talking lik this?"i questioned.
"Baby calm down."i wasn't gonna calm down until they told me my baby was ok.
"He's ok Baby Girl. It's just...That ummmm...." she drifted. I was a nervous reck not tears were rolling down my face as i just listened to her trt to find her words.
"Why you crying baybeh?"i heard a familiar voice ask me. When stood up and turned around there he stood he was more muscular than when he went away but he still looked the same.
"A-a-Aug?" I stumbled as my breathing became something harder for me to do I looked around for Jackson until we locked eyes. His eyes were pleading because he knew what happening but he knew i needed to go threw it alone.
"I'm home and I'm never leaving you again baby."August said walking towards me. I backed away until i hit the table. This was all a set up to get us in the same room. Everyone knew what happened and they still did this.
My attention was diverted from my thoughts to August's soft warm brown eyes. I fell in love all over again, he leaned down to kiss me until those cold eyes of hatred he once stared at me with flashed into my head, then anger took over my body. I pushed him off me as I walked to the door only to be pulled into his hard chest. I looked up at him before i said anything we just looked at eachother. I loved this man hell i still do, but he hurt so bad and cut me ao deep with his words alone.
"Yung let me go." I demanded pulling out his grasp. He let me go so easily he didn't tighten his grip or struggle with me he just did what he does best let go. I stared at him for anothe 5 minutes before I seen him about to talk. Befoe he said anything i grabbed Jackson and my things and walked away.
I couldnt walk faster in these heels. When we got to the door I felt August grab my wrist.
"Baybeh.... I'm sorry." He sai with sorrow in his eys. I tood infront of him and caresses his face.
"I'm sorry to Yung. Sorey that I waisted two years on a man who i can't fall outta love with if i tried only to have him break my heart,soul,and spirit. Lastly I'm sorry for giving you more tgan enough and still not being enough." I said dropping my hand from his face. He wiped my face ridding it from the tears that escaped. After our little moment I got back to reality and remembered that I'm not not the same 17 year old girl I was 5 years ago. I pecked his lips and he shook his head. I knew I hurt him but I was still hurt. I opened the door and Jackson and I walked out to my car. When I got in I got a text from an unknown number sayin-"I will never let us go" I already knew who it was but I never responded I just pulled out the drive way and drove home. It hurt so bad to do him like that.