Silently Hurt

Love me

"No one likes you!'

"Don't even try retard!"

"I hate you! We all do! Go die!"

"HELP MEEEE!" I shouted sitting strait up in bed. My chest pounded up and down.

"Are you ok love?" I watched Louis bounce into the room.

"Louis-"

"Shhhhh, it's ok just go back to bed. Louis calmly rubbed the my back.

"Lou?" I spoke quietly.

"yes love?"

"Sing to me?" I pleaded.

"Okayyy. Shut the door,

turn the lights off,

I wanna be with you,

I wanna feel your love,

I wanna lay beside you,

I can not hide this,

Even though I try,

Heart beats harder,

Time escapes us,

Trembling hands touch skin,

It makes this harder,

And the tears stream down my face."

Louis voice slowly became softer as I drifted to sleep.

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"GOOD MORNING SUNSHINE!" I listened to the five idiots chorus together. Out of pure madness I shot upwards flinging my fist into Harry's you know, and my other into Zayn's face.

"Why?! It's saturday! LET ME REST!!!!!"

"No." Liam said frowning. "Don't you remember what day it is?"

"Sorry to tell you buzz, but before ten o'clock, I don't give a crap. I said coldly barring my face into my pillow.

"Sorry to tell you princess but you don't have a choice." Harry squealed in a high pitch still trying to recover from my previous blow.

"Ok. But I'm naked so... GET THE FLIP OUT!"

"EWWWWW! Niall laughed out acting like a first grader.

Once they had all filed out of the room I flipped up the covers and slipped on some sweats undies and a t-shirt.

I slipped into the hall before shouting "WHERE WE GOING??!"

"It's a SUPRIZE!" Louis smirked.

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THIRD PERSON P.O.V.

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Noel Is Liam's 17 year little sister who is staying with the boys while she attends Uni.

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Noel' P.O.V.

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I walked into the bathroom noticing my HORRID hair. Pieces flew out to the sides creating the look of a porcupine. I grabbed my phone before my music started playing random songs. After one or two It came to my favorite song. Give me love by Ed sheeran. Words flooded out of my mouth soothing my suddenly aware emotions.

"Give me love like her,

cause lately I've been waking up alone,

Pain splattered teardrops on my shirt,

I told you I would let them go."

My voice harmonized with Ed's creating a sweet melody.

"And that ill fight my corner,

And that tonight ill call ya,

After my blood turns into alcohol.

No I just wanna hold ya. "

Tears began to flood my eyes as painful memories came to mind.

"Give a little time to me,

We'll burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My my, my my, oh, give me love

My my, my my, oh, give me love

My my, my my, oh, give me love

My my, my my, oh, give me love

My words quivered at the last word letting my tears pour out. Usually I'm not one to cry, but something about this song hits me right in my heart. This song just explains so much about my life. If I would be asked to explain my life I would sing that song.

By now I was on the ground crying.

I heard pounding on my door.

"Noel? Are you ok? Are you crying? Wow you cry weird!" I heard Louis shout from behind the door.

"Louis that's how girls cry!'

"Well, stop! It's thoroughly depressing."

I let out a small giggle. Smiling at his moronic mind. Oh how that boy could always make me laugh that's why I lov- whoa uh no. Where did that come from?

"Noie?" Louis Asked using my nick name.

"Yes Lou?"

"Why were you crying?" Louis asked.

"Eh, well, I, um,-"

"Never mind it's fine." Lou said.

"Thanks Lou."

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HAVEN NOTES (a/n)

Well it's a short first chappie but I hope u babes liked it! Give me suggestions and I will start to put them into my story. I still need a cover so if you would be a dear and make me one it would be much appreciated! Send it to my kik at: missbhaven663.

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