Real Love

Leaving Luke

Tamara's P.O.V
When we got to the cinema, Angelique shut the door and jumped on the seat next to me.
"So, tell me everything! How did you meet him? Do you like him? Did you kiss"? She asked.
"Woah, calm down, and I met him at urm at urmmm my minds barbecue " I said, not wanting to tell her that Luke stopped me from killing myself.
"So romantic" she said, staring into space.
"We're gonna be such good friends! Maybe even best friends"! She added.
"I already have a best friend" I replied, referring to Skylar.
"But isn't she dead? I mean you can't be best friends with someone who's not here anymore" Angelique blurted out.
"Wow" I said, not believing what she just said.
"Omg Tamara I am so sorry! I didn't mean it like that" she added.
"Then how did you mean it"! I shouted.
I got up and ran downstairs.
"Hey, where are you going"! Calum shouted after me.
"I'm sorry, this is a mistake and I never should of come here" I said, apologising.
"I don't understand? You seemed happy here"? Calum said.
"I'm a disaster. I hurt everyone around me and you guys are to nice and to genuine for me to put you through that, tell Luke I said I'm sorry and that I'm really thankful for what he did, I just don't belong here" I explained.
"Tell him yourself? He's only gone to he shop, he should be back in a minute, please just wait" Angelique begged.
"You've said enough" I snapped.
"What have you done now"! Ashton said, turning and facing her.
"I'm sorry! I didn't think!" She apologised.
"Goodbye guys" I said, before leaving and slamming the door shut.
I ran and ran and ran and ran until I couldn't run any further.
I searched Cameron's name and rung his number but there was no answer.
I decided I should ring my mum and say goodbye.
She picked up after the first few rings.
"Tamara honey? Where are you? Are you okay?" She said, panicking down the end of the phone.
"I'm sorry mum. I love you" I sobbed and hung up the phone before throwing it into a bush.
I could hear Luke's and Michael's voice coming closer towards me.
"She couldn't of gone far! Don't worry Luke, we will find her" Michael said.
"What if we don't? What if she does something terrible and hurts herself! I will be the one to blame!" He sobbed.
And that's when I realised, I've fallen in love with Luke Robert Hemming's.....