Real Love

Dont Tell

Tamara's P.O.V
"Angelique? You can't tell anyone"! I begged.
"Why have you done this"? She said, standing there in shock.
"This is my best way to cope with things, please don't tell anyone! Especially not Luke"! I cried.
"I won't. Just promise me you won't do it again"? She asked.
"I promise" I lied.
"Please come back to the house? Luke never wanted to hurt you" she said.
"I'm sorry. But I can't. I want to really, but I can't. Just please go home and enjoy your life, and act like you never met me, I'm a disaster Angelique, everything I love gets taken away from me or hurt, and I care about you all to much to ever put you through that" I explained.
"Please Tamara! Come back"! She begged.
"I need to go home" I replied, standing up and walking away.
"Goodbye Angelique" I said.
When I got home, my brothers and mum all came running to me.
I pulled my sleeve down and hugged them back.
"Are you okay? We've been so worried" my mum said, panicking.
"I'm fine! I was at a friends" I replied.
"Okay darling, have you eaten yet"? She asked.
"No but I'm really not hungry. I just wanna go to sleep" I said, putting my phone down and walking upstairs.
I got changed into some shorts and a vest top.
Half an hour later, my bedroom door opened.
I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, I really can't explain what's happened tonight.
"Are you awake?" Cameron asked.
"Tamara, come on we're your brothers, we know you aren't asleep" Jack and Cameron laughed.
I opened my eyes and sat up.
"Who's Luke"? Cameron asked, holding my phone in his hand.
"Give it back! You had no right to go through that"! I snapped.
"Not until you tell me who he is" Jack said.
"I met him tonight! But it doesn't matter cause he's leaving in a few days, just forget it"! I replied.
"He said he's sorry, and that he loves you" Jack said.
"Drop it guys! I don't need him"! I shouted.
"Okay" they said, chucking my phone on the bed and leaving the room.
"Tamara, please okay? If you love him, don't let him go" Cameron said, standing in the door way.
"Yes well I don't love him, now go away" I demanded.
"Okay".

*2 days later

Luke's P.O.V
"It's okay to call her if you miss her dude" Calum said, carrying the last of our suitcases outside to the tour van.
"No, I'm just gonna do what she says, and forget her" I replied.
"Luke, you can't just leave" he said.
"Drop it Calum"! I shouted.
"Luke he is right ya know, you can't leave and not say goodbye" Ashton joined in.
"I said drop it! She doesn't want to see me so I'm not going to her"! I shouted.
Eventually, they gave up trying and let me be.
When we where on the tour bus, I kept staring at my phone praying she'll message me, but there was nothing.
Our first concert of the tour was in Texas.
I saw Ashton giving Angelique a kiss and I wished Tamara was here.
"Good luck baby" Angel shouted to Ashton.
"Love you" he shouted back.
"I love you two"

*2 hours later*
The concert had finally finished and we made our way back to the tour bus.
The first thing I did was check my phone.
"Have you heard anything from her"? Angel asked.
"No, I haven't" I replied, facing the floor.

Angelique's P.O.V
This is all my fault!
I should of told Luke what Tamara did to herself and then he wouldn't of left her.
I started crying.
"Are you okay"? Michael asked.
"I'm sorry Luke. This is all my fault" I sobbed.
"What do you mean"? He asked, walking over to me.
"I need some air" I said, brushing past him.
But then I was mobbed by a bunch of fans all asking for my autograph.
"Why are you crying"? The first fan asked me.
"I just have something in my eye" I said, reassuring them I was okay.
I took loads of pictures and then Luke walked out.
This is when the screams got even louder.
"Luke!!!!!! Can I have your autograph"! They all screamed.
When he was taking the photos with some of the fans, he kept whispering stuff to me.
"I need to know what's happened, Angelique. Please".
"I'm sorry Luke but I promised, and I can't" I replied, running of.
Ashton started chasing me and I could hear the worried voices of the fans surrounding us.
I carried on running until we was away from everyone.
"Angelique stop!" Ashton shouted.
I pulled his arm and dragged him down an alleyway.
"I couldn't stop it! I tried and tried but I couldn't stop her! He's going to hate me"! I panicked.
"Wait, what's happened? Calm down babe" he said.
"She's going to kill herself Ashton. And it's gonna be all my fault"...