ms. author: sana po mag-enjoy kayo and sorry for the typo's
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Chapter 1: Feeling the pain
"criiing' "criiiiiiiiiiiiiing"
i opened my eyes after i stopped my alarm clock from breaking my ear drums...
another day yet again, i stood up and went to take a bath...
it's still 6 in the morning, but as they say the earlier the better..
teka ms. author tigilan mo nga kakaenglish nosebleed na ako ea! (ms. author: sorry naman po carried away lang.. peace.. haha ^____^) makangiti wagas! psh...
balik tayo sa story, di po ako masungit ah, nagkikimkim lang kase, pinapalampas ko na nga lahat ng nangyayare ea, akalain mo ANIM na taon na ang nakalipas eto at nagigising pa ako at patuloy sa paghinga... XD
nga pala ako si Marriane Joe Stephanie, just call me MJ, pansin niyo wala akong surname no, malalaman niyo rin sa mga susunod na kabanata, XD
asan na nga ba tayo, ay oo habang naglalakad ako pababa ng hagdan papunta sa kusina, may napansin nanaman ako na kada umaga namang nangyayari pero di pa rin ako sanay at onti na lang talagang papatak na ang mga luhang nuon pa man gusto nang kumawala.
bago pa pumatak ang aking mga luha, tuloy tuloy na akong bumaba...
"oh iha aga mo naman, umupo ka na nang mipaghanda kita ng almusal" "salamat po manang" "walang anuman, ba't malungkot ka nanaman ha, ano nanamang nangyari sayo, ala ea sabihin mo na't para matulungan kita." "nako manang wala po to napuwing lang po ako habang pababa sa hagdan" "nako baka di nalinis nang mabuti yun, hayaan mo't pagsasabihan ko sina Mabel" "sige po" at ngumiti ako ng wagas.
ganyan talaga si manang, simula noong naipanganak ako andito na yan at inaalagaan ako, kahit nga anong mangyari andiyan siya sa tabi ko, kaya mahal na mahal ko siya, hay ang korni ko na...
habang ngumingiti ako, nawala yun at ngumiti ako ng mapakla...
" stacey did you bring all the stuff you needed? let's look at you, oh wow, really perfect, come on lets sit and eat" " yes mom, i've finished bringing all of them, and thanks, love you" " love you too baby" then she kissed her INFRONT OF ME.
what can i expect, then i heard steps coming closer to the dining...
"good morning" he said. then Mr. Suarez kissed the cheek of his wife and child,
if your curius about the arrangement here it is.....
Me, sit, Mr. Suarez (at the head of the table) then infront of me is stacey and at her right side is her mom...
They're all talking, i don't even bother to process what they're talking about because obviously i'm not counted in in the conversation,
as i eat i can't help myself to look at how they care for her, her mom was giving her food and her father was commenting about what she would do to attain the highest mark, psh.. really..
then suddenly i was shocked when i heard my name...
"Marriane, sumabay ka na sa amin ni Stacey since ihahatid ko rin naman siya at magkalapit lang ang school niyo"
that really broke me but i never wanted them to see me like this so tinatagan ko ang boses ko and said "no need sir kase may pupuntahan pa po ako before going to school, but thanks, i need to go na rin po baka kase malate ako" then i hurried to go out of that dining hall "okay then" his voice trailled off.
ni hindi manlang niya ako pinilit, hay, ansakit ea, di ko to maintindihan.....
as i walk at the street, i saw...
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ms. author: pabitin daw... XD
BINABASA MO ANG
My Heart Beats
RomansaI want to speak up, tell them im hurting inside, but what can i do when i'm already REPLACED???
