The Love,Sex and lies

Well it all started when I was fourteen. Of course I loved my boyfriend at that time but now umm not so much. Let me started from the beginning

I was a freshman in high school and my public boyfriend, Dillion and then my secret boyfriend Matt. I know it sounds awful but I had to be with Matt but Dillion didn't know and couldn't. I got pregnant over the 8th grade summer well that's a lie that's when I had my baby. My son is called Benjamin and although he was an accident he sure did make me happy. The only reason I stayed with Matt is for my son, Ben well that's his nickname and I lie to Dillion but if I tell him about Matt he's going to hate me forever. Let me tell u how I ended up in this big bundle of lies

Here onwards not edited~ authors note(:

It was half way through 8th grade when Matt transferred to my school and although I was a new 8th grade student he had gone there before. So pretty much everyone knew him but me and we had a few classes together and we had tons of fun. We sat next to each other and eventually we hung out after school with friends but a few weeks later it was by ourselves now look at us. So we would hang out along and he walked me home and we kissed. It was magically the sensations he made my body feel not only alive but connected and we were in love. Until he got a super bitchy girlfriend her name was Hannah she was all over him and it was a dare he didn't even wanna date her. But I still spent every second of every day thinking about him and we would always try and see each other but Hannah was just so clingy where ever Matt and I went she tagged along. Matt was my best friend but we kissed and made out plenty of times but he never actually asked me to be his girlfriend and then he got another one. I was scared my heart had been ripped out by the one person with whom I trusted my life but he back stabbed me, right when I told him was pregnant.

Okay I lied Matt and I did do more than make out but we only had sex once and it was amazing omg I was overcome and I don't want to sound like a slut in all but I had experience I had had my fair share of guys but he was still a virgin.

So this is how I got pregnant.

We were on a secret date, as usual, and it was a picnic in the park under the stars and he said he loved me and I said it back. But to be honest we both were a little horny because he was a guy and he needed sex and I'm a girl whose not a virgin I live for sex anyways we lay there making out a while. As gorgeous as his face looked I said I had to go home but he was not letting me go so I said I could stay and make out a little longer but he had other intentions. Okay okay I make him sound horrible but he really isn't okay. Anyways he laid next to me then on top of me and he undid my shirt I took of his and this was all to fast to process I was crazy tired but we were both half naked. Well I had my bra but he demanded I take it of and I refused to and then he slapped me and I did as he asked then he tore the skirt from my body and said " your body looks so sexy under the sky Madi" and that made me feel good I gave into him while letting him tear my skirt from beneath me. I lay there fully naked and I pull down his trousers and I feel his member through his boxers. His members becomes twitchy and to this day that's all I can remember.