The Love,Sex and lies

Part 8

I was outside in the rain just standing there. I couldn't find comfort in anyone. Dillion had being calling me nonstop and Matt was too. After all the family I had made, I abandoned all of them. With all this going on I still had to figure out what I was going to tell Matt. It was easy enough to say that I love him but now that he knows I had a daughter before that, he wouldn't look at me the same. I was just some hoe he probably hooked up with now.

Finally I got the balls to go inside and play with Kirsten for a while and explain to her that her brother was sick and that the man I was with was his daddy. She asked "well why don't we have the same daddy? I thought people got married and had babies with someone they love." I was on the verge of tears what was I suppose to say. I sleep around and I can't open up so I have never loved anyone deeply. I fake everything. I called Dillion soon after this conversation with her and told him I was going through a rough time and I needed to be alone and I was finding comfort in Matt instead of him so I was sorry. Next, I took Kirsten to go to see her brother, if he was still breathing, we get up there and I told her to expect the worse. We get of the lift and I see Matt all teary eyed and I asked him what had happened. Matt muttered out "Its Ben, he's ....."

Cliff hangerrrr. Comment if you would rather have Ben be alive or dead?