The Abortion

Baby Ruby

Emilie

It all came out,the truth.I now knew why she never liked being around him.The reasons she ditched hanging with us.We both sat here crying our eyes out.You could take one look at Lizzy and never be able to guess that she had a miscarriage or was in an abusive relationship.
With Calum.My precious Calum.I didn't want to see him again.He could kill me and my baby.

*flashback(lizzie)
As I sat playing C.O.D with Calum and Luke,I accidentally knocked a bowl of chips over.Luke had begun to help me,while Calum went into the other room to get some trash bags and napkins.
He started talking to me about random stuff and making me laugh.It took a while for me to notice Calum glaring at us.
When Luke had left,I went into the bathroom to wash up.
I usually left it unlocked for Calum if he had to use the bathroom.Since I was only 16 at the time,my parents let Calum stay for a few hours.They weren't home,so Calum and I just sat around. As I was just sitting in the bathroom I had thought about how just a few weeks ago I had found out I was pregnant.
I was very upset;I was only 16.So as I stood there thinking of a way to tell him,he slammed the door open.There was a little blood on his hand."Cal what's wrong?"
He pushed me to the wall pinning my arm behind my back."You".
"I don't..."."you think I'm stupid.Do you really think I didn't see you flirting with Luke!!!!"
"Calum I wasnt!!"
"Stop lying to me,you worthless piece of trash!!!"
Instead of anger building up,it was tears.Before I could stop him,he slammed my head into the sink and kept shouting at me.
"I never even liked you!!!"
I saw my light quickly fading to darkness and Calum laughing at me.
The next day,I was in the hospital lying quietly on the bed.My parents had came to see me and they brought Calum.When the nurse explained the problem to them,my mom's face burst into anger."Who did this to you?"she demanded shaking me.I looked to Calum who shook his head quietly ."I was jumped"I lied.My dad studied my face,it was almost like he knew I was lying. But then, it started to happen too often.I'd always defend him if anyone saw my bruises.
I was getting myself in even deeper.
One day I felt sick.Not the flu kind.It was worse.The most excruciating I've ever felt.I sat on the toilet for hours crying my eyes out.I would get nausea every 5 seconds and puke.I finally stood up and looked in the toilet.There was blood and chunks every where.
When I was finally able to make out what it was.
I had a panic attack.Gripping the walls for air,constant screaming.I looked at my bruises and yelled even,more.Calum came through the doors,pissed at my loudness.
"Why are you screaming?"
I didn't let him finish.I grabbed him,by his,neck and punched him in the rib and arm.It was so strong that I broke his rib and dislocated his elbow."that's payback,you sick son of a...".he slammed me on the ground pounding on my stomach making me even more angry.